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ever wonder why

ever wonder why

To be whole again Hey all. Ever wonder why things don't go right or why life is distorted and difficult to understand ? I was once experiencing these facts of life. It took me a few years to understand my purpose and function in life. As I overcame my distortions and difficulties, I understood one thing, I had to evaluate my life and understand my values and truths about life. I became true to myself and relied upon myself to understand my purpose and follow it to the letter. Only you can understand how to untangle the distortions and difficulties of life. It helps to minimize and simplify ones life. Don't clutter your life and your mind with all the nonsense that you see happening in this world. Understand that the world is distorted, dysfunctional and in a damn bloody mess. It is possible to heal oneself. It is possible to be happy and contented. Only you can achieve and overcome the negative aspects of life. You don't have to be influenced by the happenings in this world. Become whole by listening to yourself. Your soul. Your heart . Your mind. All these entities are what guide you. These entities are what you have to learn how to achieve happiness and contentment. Be guided by the universe and you will be able to guide yourself within this dysfunctional, distorted, messy, and incomplete world.

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@maddison hello maddison... I fell asleep while trying to reply, " logged in still" . thats both embarrassing, and showing my age. Noooo , thats not it, You tucking me in, sleep never tasted so good.

Yes , i thought Melbourne because, ...... direct, a four seasons in one day disposition, solar powered energy spikes and troughs, ..... the residual energy of a youth spent taking in the live reverberations of Melbourne's beating heart.

Pale skin , hiding a mystic and goth girl.

I give up..... I just got a vibe...... Now don't kick the chair out from under me..

Chasing visions down dead end alleys. well some days , its all I've got. You where saying about having a strange day. I believe it.

Two different people took a guess at my hight, and origins on the same day.

Both very close. No not from QLD. , but i can see it from the back of my place.

every thing is connected, whish i new by what. and don't say the matrix..

But over to you now.. ... I really hope you are still surfing the crest... How was your day my friend.

Did the mermaids sing their carols , or was the ocean reluctant to share its secrets today, and , what of tomorrow. The best we can do is cast our net each day, and what ever we get , we share.. Tucking you in Maddison. Sea shells whispering, sea horse , secrets. Sleep. .. sleeep... sleeep.... tonys moonbase one

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@wordman Thankyou word man for your , well wishes, and thoughtful words. Its bread and wine for hungry men. Open doors to you and yours. tonys moon base one.

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Hi @tonys how was your day? I managed a small amount of tidying. Enough to make a change.

Yesterday, a neighbour was playing a banjo - it was still & quiet, all I could hear was the funny melodic notes of the banjo.

Mystical yes, likely - maybe too old to be a goth? I did go thru a black lipstick phase in my teens. I'm more alternative than goth - and you know I love Soleil.

I hope you don't think I would ever kick the chair out from under you... Would I? No, I hope I would never. Hugs are way more fun.

Oh, I think they are good gifts that you bought! Nice work.

I had to Google your height..I don't know feet & inches (is this a hint about your age....) At first I thought I had put in the wrong numbers. You are like 195 cms tall. So, so tall...so tall.

I'm about 156 or 5'1.

Not super short, petite😊 is the polite term. Good I have a giant as a mate now.

Sending vibes from Melbourne, Earth all the way up to Moonbase1+a cute smile because it's 🌲

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@maddison Hello madisson. how are you my colourful , multi faceted friend. Dare i say, you sound good. My day was , well just another day. I passed through unscathed, so I'll up that to a good.

Bit of cleaning eh.. enough tidying to make a change.... I love it.. Its definatley you.

Cleaning for me, Well the book keeper said she found a box of socks in my chest freezer today. . . . I couldn't , i wouldn't i never.. ..... Redirect.... So Tell me more about the neighbour. Banjo, well thats got to be a good thing, thats a door i would knock on .. one day.

I figured you for small, but one of the cool kids that sat up the back in class and the bus.. the ones i was too scared to talk to. Small , i bet your heart is bigger than mine mate..!

Me .. I always looked like the guy someone sends to scare the other guy.

Just have to wear the threads life hands us , don't we.. I'm glad you liked what i bought for my crew.. I had lucky year dodging the floods and frosts. Oh , i forgot to say northern rivers district. The other side of mount warning is an entirely different thinking.

Too much starch in their shirts for me. Mind you i did live in Cairns for a bit and loved it there

back to the farm soon and i will miss the city, and the phone reception !

Thankyou for the lovely smile and the warm intent that sent it.

Tale of two cities hey. can you hear my train....? sweet dreams Maddison

tonys moon base one

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Aw, @wordman you're too kind. Hanami means 'cherry blossom viewing' in Japanese! I love Japan and all things re their culture and philosopy. Plus, I have a very dear Japanese friend and my son is currently living there. So there you go. Have an amazing day!

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@hanami Hello Hanami. Thanks for the info about your name. I have a fascination for foreign names as I know in many cultures names have a meaning. You chose your name well.

Kind Regards

Wordman

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Hey @tonys

Thankyou. For the lovely long message..I might say you talk too much now. No. Long messages are good. I like reading about what is going on for you. One day I might need to buy myself a farmer's dictionary - it could make the translation easier - I think I understand most parts...

Colourful & multi-faceted.. Very nice intro. What did I do to deserve this admiration? I graciously accept your compliments. They help put the sparkle back in my eyes.

Maybe my letters help you too?

Well thanks for sharing that you are not in Qld! My geography is not good. Google helped me.

It's been a bit of a crappy day. The tone of this letter is nothing against you - I wish I could be more spritely & send you magical sunbeams. I think I'm ok? A day or so & maybe I will find myself... This place.. It's not me.

I was scared of the kids at the back too! They were really frightening! On the odd occasion I was back there - it was only because there was one nice person amongst them that I liked, or directions given to me. It was really not my scene. I kind of flitted between social rankings. Perhaps I had one or two people I felt were worth my time from each of the stereotypical hierarchies. That didn't really work in my favour!

Please don't ever feel scared to talk to me - I don't think you do. I will try to be softer & gentle... Well, I will try to be mindful that perhaps I could be.

🤞🤞

My next letter will be the best yet. Sending ❤️ 2 mb one.

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Verbose , Is that the right word? How are you @maddison , silly question. your in no mans land.. .... a busker with broken strings ,.... and a butterfly with two left wings.

What do you do with that hey.. Mate ,

I love your letters. If you washed and ironed them they just wouldnt be real. ... They wouldnt be you, ... my loyal friend...

They are like the last rays of sunset through my old lace curtains, dancing light on my winter wall..

I get the social hierarchy thing. weather its the farm animals or the bustling street, I always seem to be at the bottom, ...... Just the way i like it. My nose up close and personal with the shadows. Neighbours. Well your vibe sensor is better tuned than mine.

Do we leave a place .........or are we just inexorably just pulled to the next.

Your letters always make me smile .... what could i right to turn your day around.

Im never scared to share with you Madisson.... You made that possible...

I used to wonder , do people lie because they are not rewarded when they share tough truths. One good thing about the spectrum hey mate. In the head .....out the mouth.... No need for special effort @maddison just laying it on me , connecting .

Thats effort enough... Your friend tonys moon base one.

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Thanks @tonys I think that's EVERYTHING I needed. Chat soon🤞O.....Kay?

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Hi @tonys how are things for you? I couldn't sleep. It's 3.52am. it's one of those warmish nights & also my legs hurt. Hope you don't mind me dropping in on you this late. The cats are ok - they are picky eaters. I got up & gave them different food.

I have a clock in my room that ticks loudly - at night when it's quiet. Daytime it must turn it's volume down. There are times I don't hear it. Right now the ticking sound is loud & frustrating me.

You taught me two new words. Thanks. Inexorably - that's my favourite...

I'm running out of things to talk about. Maybe I will close my eyes now, & look at the world.

No digital devices before sleep is what they say..oops.

Have a wonderful day... Night...Arvo.. Wherever you are. Know that you bring me joy... And colours.. And dreams... and.... and.. and.... You get the idea. Thankyou for being my friend tonys.

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