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Not Coping

Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor08 Nov 2022, 6:51 pm AEDT

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 July 2023, 5:43 pm AEST

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Yes it is @outlander

I really don’t know what is wrong with me and why my anxiety is so bad right now.

I’ve got my pizza but I don’t even want to go inside because then everyone will see me. @tyme

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 July 2023, 5:45 pm AEST

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what about eating while out @Birdofparadise8 i love sitting by the beach or something even if im in the car to have dinner. its one of the perks of night shift as well i usually have breakfast by the beach before i gohome

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 July 2023, 5:47 pm AEST

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I don’t have a car.

They are having a Christmas dinner my anxiety is so bad I didn’t want to go because I would be sitting alone so I would prefer to sit outside in the garden alone eating a pizza

I don’t want to go to a restaurant on my own either I only get Takeaway alone @outlander

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outlanderSenior Contributor27 July 2023, 5:48 pm AEST

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yeah i understand that @Birdofparadise8
then why not sit outside and have pizza then. then you can join in with the chat abit later tonight

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 July 2023, 5:49 pm AEST

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How pathetic am I @outlander @tyme

A lot

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 July 2023, 5:50 pm AEST

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That’s what I’m doing. I’m at a park bench eating my pizza @outlander

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 July 2023, 5:58 pm AEST

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I’m just being overly dramatic.

Now I’ve got to go back inside at some stage @outlander @tyme

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tymeModerator27 July 2023, 6:05 pm AEST

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All good @Birdofparadise8 - go gentle on yourself!

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 July 2023, 6:08 pm AEST

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No definitely not being gentle @tyme

Ive just walked passed and I can’t even get in the line is a mile long I just want to go back to my room and get my myki so I can get out of there.

Im freaking out so much I don’t know why. I’m literally trying to not cry. Why the fuck do I do this to myself. They even have security out the front.

I don’t know what to do. I just wish I brought my card with me and I could leave.

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor27 July 2023, 6:21 pm AEST

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There is literally people everywhere I can’t go back inside and it doesn’t finish till 9pm like what do I do.

Im going to get an ice cream maybe that might calm me down a bit who knows I’m just screwed @outlander @tyme

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