Not Coping

Hi @tyme

Are you up for a chat at all?

Hello @Birdofparadise8 !

Hi @tyme

How are you?

I'm pretty okay. It was an okay day today @Birdofparadise8 . Nothing too special happening.

I did some more adobe work work today. I enjoyed it. I haven't done it in a while. It's not easy, and can be fiddly, but I like the products.

How'd you go today? @Birdofparadise8

That's good to hear @tyme I hope the Adobe stuff is going well.

I had my session with my psych. It went well. We just talked about work, my aunt and my depression, all the good stuff.

Today overall has not been the best 😔. I'm not sure if you saw my post from last night.

I'm glad you were able to go to your appointment @Birdofparadise8 . That's important, even if it gives you a chance to share what has been happening - that's helps so the pressure doesn't build up inside, and then EXPLODE.

We are here for you.

I hear it is hard now. I will go back to read the post from before.

It still feels like I'm going to explode @tyme.

I wait because it's so hard to get in to see my psych. So when I do see him, I have a list to talk about @Birdofparadise8 . I've also said in the past, that these sessions are more catch-up sessions. It's not like I really need THERAPY or anything. It's a chance to talk about everything that's happening.

As for work, maybe you should start looking for something else? Only if you don't want to stay where you are.

I've always been different. I stick it out, even if it's terrible. I don't like changing work places. So unless I absolutely HAVE to change, I usually don't. But that's me. Others don't mind changing.

Yes, I think you might have @tyme.

I do like the job, and the pay and hours work really well for me. I think I'll wait and see how things go over the next few weeks.

I don't know what to do with myself over the next four days. I've been spiralling enough as it is today.

I feel so defeated and sad right now. Life just loves to punch me in the stomach.