Not Coping

Hey @Birdofparadise8 , I was in the middle of typing to you and I got side-tracked! Sorry!

How'd your exams go?

@Bow , what I mean is that if you give in a little to your ED, then does it demand more? - I apologise in advance if you feel this is offensive or triggering. I'm only learning myself. I am happy to edit this post if you want.

All good @tyme

They both went well. I've been struggling a lot the past few days, and it's not because of my study. I don't really know why. I want everything to stop, I guess. I don't know how I'm going to cope the next week here as I am so alone and can't really go anywhere.

Ah ok, gotcha @tyme I think sometimes yes, it’s does demand more. The goal post is always moving.
It has a current goal that it’s aiming for, guess today was just a start

Are you still in hospital? I thought you were only in a week? @Birdofparadise8 Sorry I haven't caught up

Still here. I get discharged on the 21st or 22nd @tyme. Then fly home on the 23rd.

I've been crying all night. And please don't tell me that's a good thing.

I'm confuzzled. @Birdofparadise8 So you are flying back to Tassie?

NO no no @tyme

I get discharged on either the 21st or 22nd of this month. I'm still in the hospital right now.

Then on the 23rd, I fly back home.

Wow @Birdofparadise8 , pretty tight schedule.

Are you able to participate in their programs? I acknowledge you might be bored, but remember how difficult it was for you to get in. Make the most of it.

I'll start tomorrow if I have time between TMS.

I couldn't go earlier with the TMS and exams @tyme

I've started two new meds, so hopefully, things might turn around in a few weeks. One for sleeping, but I don't know what's going to happen once I get to the four-week mark if I will still be able to take it.

I don't know why I still want to cry so much. I don't know whats wrong with me tonight.

Fair enough @Birdofparadise8 .

Do you see crying as an enemy?