Not Coping

I've just been for a walk which was alright.

I don't know I want to crawl up into a ball in a deep dark hole and not come out @amber22.

Where did you walk? @Birdofparadise8

Oh I am so sorry you're feeling this way, please try take care of yourself today. Think of how relieved you will feel after your exam is over and you can relax tonight. Do you have anything you want to watch or do after your exam?

Just around Richmond, not very long. I needed to go to a chemist as well @amber22.

I think I will be relieved once the exam is over, but also not because now I will be in hospital for another six days and won't have much to do.

Not really sure I'll think of something.

I thought things would improve being here inpatient.

That sounds really nice @Birdofparadise8 How is the weather today?

Things can still improve, you only have six more days in there and you never know what can happen in those six days!

Maybe you can treat yourself to something you like this afternoon after your exam? Maybe put on a movie you love, or go for another walk and listen to some music or a podcast?

It's pretty cold here today @amber22.

Mmm, well, I'm not sure it's been already nine days, so I don't get how another six will help. I'll have to wait and see.

I'll probably do both. ahh sorry, I'm always such a downer when we speak.

No you're not a downer at all! I think you're being incredibly strong actually!

That sounds great - do you know what movie you will watch? @Birdofparadise8

Thank you, @amber22. I appreciate you saying that.

I'll probably just continue to rewatch the good doctor.

That sounds great, you will do well in your exam, you've got this, and remember you don't even have to pass!! @Birdofparadise8

Yeah true I kind of forgot that lol.

What are you having for lunch @amber22?

Is anyone up for a chat? I'm not doing very well again now after my exam. It did go well, but I'm just feeling so flat and down.