Not Coping

I hope you have a lovely sleep tonight @Birdofparadise8

I'm working tomorrow during the day so I will catch you on the forums tomorrow morning if you're on 🙂

Sounds like a plan @amber22

Hopefully, I won't be as sad lol.

I'll be up early. Everyone gets up at like seven here. I try to get some extra shut-eye but not all the time.

The Nurses check on us often during the night and even in the morning. One woke me up at seven today, and I couldn't get back to sleep even though I was so tired. Only ten more days here.

I better go. The sleeping pills kick in pretty fast and my coordination will get worse. So I better go to bed.

Sending you lots of hugs!! Talk tomorrow (hopefully not toooo early tomorrow for you! Try sleep in a bit more if you can!) @Birdofparadise8

Yeah, whenever's fine.

I'll send a chat, though, once I get up.

Have a good night, @amber22

Hey @amber22

How are you this morning?

Hey! @Birdofparadise8

I'm going okay, how are you feeling this morning?

I hope you didn't get woken up too early this morning again!

Hi @amber22

I woke up around 8:45, and a nurse came in to check on me around 9:30, so not too day.

She was very straight to the point, though ask right when I woke up if I felt suicidal or wanted to self-harm. She is a student nurse, so that could be why I'm not sure.

Oh wow, that does sound very straight to the point. You're right it might have been because she was a student nurse, sometimes it is good to be straight to the point with things like this.

How are you feeling today? @Birdofparadise8

Mmm, I wouldn't say I'm feeling the best right now. I want to cry but don't want someone to catch me crying.

I also have another exam today at 2 pm, so I need to get mentally prepared for that when it's a bit hard when I am feeling so flat and sad and at the same time @amber22.

Aww @Birdofparadise8 you're not alone at all, I totally get what you mean.

Maybe for this first bit of today you could focus on something that could make you feel a bit better and fill your cup up a little bit before tackling your exam at 2pm today?

Sending you hugs