Not Coping

Wow, that is absolutely crazy! I hope that you're okay, the shock would have been a lot when you got that missed call. I am glad that the police were understanding and they didn't bother you again.

That's great that you can talk to your regular counsellor at KHL. Hopefully she can help you and make you feel a little bit better.

I hope that your appointment goes well tomorrow, I know that you don't have much hope for it, but you never know, it could end up going well and be a lot better than what you expected.

Yum that sounds delicious. I had a sausage on a piece of bread lol. I was craving a bunnings snag so I made an at home version. Delish @Birdofparadise8

The only reason they didn't bother me, though because I told them what they wanted to hear and not what I actually should have said @amber22

Yeah, let's hope so, too, for tonight and tomorrow.

I'm just not holding much of it, but it could go well as you said.

Aw @Birdofparadise8 , that does sound stressful. I hope you will be honest with the anyone trying to help you if you ever need an extra hand to hold next time.

I hope that tomorrow goes well for you, I'm here if you wanted to update me how it went

That means a lot @amber22

If I'm too honest he might want me to go to the hospital because a lot of other people wanted me to last week. Which I don't really want.

I get that, you will know what to do that will be the best thing for you in the moment @Birdofparadise8

Here for you

Mmm, I guess so @amber22.

I was talking to my aunt today, and she asked why I wanted to hurt myself, and I said because I don't see the point in fighting and keeping going when I've tried so much there's just no point. I still feel that, and its a bit scary like I ultimately want to get better, but I don't see how that will happen.

I get that, I really commend you for being so honest with your aunty. I think right now it is best to speak to your counsellor and your psychiatrist tomorrow and see how you feel. It's okay to need an extra hand to hold sometimes. Im here for you @Birdofparadise8

Yeah, I will see how things go @amber22.

I've been waiting over an hour to get through, and I'm supposed to have our chat a 9 pm I hope I get through in time because I'm a mess right now I was fine one minute, and now I'm crying and getting really overwhelmed.

Aww @Birdofparadise8 Don't worry, I am sure that you will be able to get through soon, just hold on that extra little bit and I am sure that they will pick up.

I'm trying to @amber22