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Not Coping

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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With depression @Kyle1

I don’t know what is wrong with me as I’m so tired this morning but I was wide awake last night.

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I tried this particular medication a couple years ago... I lasted 2 wks. I was in a completely different space and everything, but in that time I remember my GP recommending that I switch my timing to the am... I do know of another person who takes it in the morning, too ...

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Ah okay @Kyle1.

How was the cafe?

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I love the Old Bank

Today felt like I was inside a snow globe though

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Oh I'm confused @Kyle1

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Inside a snow globe. It's cold, and you can look out, but you're isolated...

The Old Bank is saturated in natural light. And I don't know if it's the new medication, or plain old loneliness, but it was weird: felt like I was there, but I wasn't...

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Hi @Birdofparadise8, how are you?

@Kyle1, have you ever tried publishing your writing?

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You really should you can write a letter to the editor in the mercury @Kyle1

Mmm feeling pretty sad and alone today @creative_writer.

I hope your feeling better than me.

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Hey @tyme

We can continue the conversation whenever you like.

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I published this once. A few years ago... @creative_writer

It's called

"shine"

For if mine were a voice of the music of light,

and there on stony shores and craggy cusps,

and rolling sand on into sand with lucid touch

in kind - as lips abloom with starry lux; there would I

whisper-sing unafraid, beyond the shades of doubt

and death, beyond the lies of emptiness: the name

of all alive in me as wind rolls into wind, and

sea churns into sea; and the clarity of grain and grit

that yet becomes the gleaming glass should shine

throughout the pasture lands, and flower fields, and

shake the forests into dreamful shapes of songs

that stretch the wings of choral birds and beat

as bells affirming joy in buoyant boundless blue...

The lines that constellate my palm may quiver

as a string that shimmers certitude within the breathe;

and so it calls upon the base and treble both

to cleave into the breaking egg, to cleave into the

eyelids a-linger-floating on the dawn that circles

yellow and eternal as a gift to those: your own

songful lips - awaiting like the winged moth...

Come speak the silken coffin into remnants obsolete,

come bedazzle in the morning on the borders

of a brilliant bloom and dare to speak the name

that rounds the jagged tooth; that soothes the ragged

edge of thirst, and tames the restless wispy owl

wayfaring the darkness. Speak the name that lay on you,

as wind lay upon the shore with lucid touch that

wakes the sand in dreams of dancing as a daughter

to the music of a miracle. Speak the name to be the

name, and know that you are known; and should you

speak into your skin the same, light be yours beyond

the shades of doubt and death, beyond the lies

of emptiness.

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