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Not Coping

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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@Kyle1, SH is not worth it, it can get dangerous too.

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@Birdofparadise8, don’t even have energy for a shower. I know something is seriously wrong with me for feeling this way. I’ve been depressed for a while, but this is another level, I’m losing interest in things, I have more extreme exhaustion, and migraines haven’t been good.

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It can very much so @creative_writer @Kyle1.

One time I did it last year, I scared myself I had gone too far. It was fine in the end. That's when I knew it was an issue.

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I'm sorry, @creative_writer.

Do you see anyone from your MH team this week?

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Did you get your coffee, @Kyle1?

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@Birdofparadise8, I have peer support worker appointment tom and appointment with counsellor on Friday. I’ll try to get myself into the shower tom though.

@Birdofparadise8, it’s easy to go too far. I feel like SH comes in different forms too, I’ve realised that emotional self harm is also a thing.

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@creative_writer @Birdofparadise8

The Swan

Did you too see it, drifting, all night, on the black river?
Did you see it in the morning, rising into the silvery air –
An armful of white blossoms,
A perfect commotion of silk and linen as it leaned
into the bondage of its wings; a snowbank, a bank of lilies,
Biting the air with its black beak?
Did you hear it, fluting and whistling
A shrill dark music – like the rain pelting the trees – like a waterfall
Knifing down the black ledges?
And did you see it, finally, just under the clouds –
A white cross Streaming across the sky, its feet
Like black leaves, its wings Like the stretching light of the river?
And did you feel it, in your heart, how it pertained to everything?
And have you too finally figured out what beauty is for?
And have you changed your life?

– Mary Oliver

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Well, I hope those appointment help @creative_writer.

Mmm, it is. It can be a very scary thing.

Emotional SH?

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That lovely @Kyle1

Sorry if I've upset you with my post re SH.

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@Birdofparadise8 certainly did not upset me.

Besides, can a shipwreck sink twice?..

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