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Not Coping

Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor08 Nov 2022, 6:51 pm AEDT

Not Coping

Hey everyone how are you all?

@RiverSeal @Shaz51 @NatureLover @tyme @Former-Member @Eve7 @Former-Member @amber22 @Jynx @FloatingFeather

I'm not doing great at all today. I'm feeling down. I also keep beating myself up for everything and feel like I'm just failing. I need a break from everything. It's getting so hard that I don't know how to keep going anymore especially since I can't talk to anyone around me as they are leaving me or don't understand.

Hope you don’t mind me reaching out I just really need a chat and though I could come on here and vent and talk for a bit.

Thank you

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tymeModerator19 Jan 2023, 5:38 pm AEDT

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@Shaz51 @Birdofparadise8 @Captain24 @creative_writer

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Eve7Senior Contributor19 Jan 2023, 5:40 pm AEDT

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Oh @tyme I am so glad you’re back. How r u?

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 Jan 2023, 5:41 pm AEDT

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Nice @tyme

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Eve7Senior Contributor19 Jan 2023, 5:42 pm AEDT

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Hugs back to you @Shaz51

🤗🤗🤗

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creative_writerSenior Contributor19 Jan 2023, 6:06 pm AEDT

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Hi @Shaz51, @Eve7, @tyme. I hope you are all well 💖

@tyme the photos look amazing 💖

It’s almost dinner time. My mum wants me to ease up with dinner and stop being so OCD about healthy eating. But I am scared to break my unhelpful patterns that help me feel in control. Maybe I need sleep, today has been an awful day.

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor19 Jan 2023, 6:09 pm AEDT

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To be honest, I’m really awful right now. I got a discharge from the acute care team I said if you’re not gonna help then I just don’t wanna be a part of it so I can get it services in Victoria. Sorry I’ve just been having a shit of a day, I’m trying so hard to find services and I’m either to seek or not sick enough. I’m feeling really sad and alone right now. @tyme @Shaz51

Also my mum found out about my suicidal thought like not that long ago when she found me crying in my car omg what the hell.

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tymeModerator19 Jan 2023, 6:13 pm AEDT

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Awwww @Birdofparadise8 @creative_writer , I'm so sorry to hear.

It sounds sooooo tough right now for both. I'm here for the rest of the evening. My ears are open.

Sitting with you.

Here's a big hug for you.

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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor19 Jan 2023, 6:17 pm AEDT

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Thank you @tyme how was your trip?

Im just at the shop I’ll hope back on once I’ve had dinner are you on till 10pm?

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creative_writerSenior Contributor19 Jan 2023, 6:18 pm AEDT

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@tyme it’s weird. Like I don’t have a diagnosed ED. I just want my diet to be perfect. I’ll eat healthy fats any day, gotta love your avos. But processed food always makes me anxious, even though I sometimes want to eat it. It helps with control, and I feel like I lack control in my life, MI and chronic pain. Depression is on a high again right now. When I feel like I am getting better, I get worse again.

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tymeModerator19 Jan 2023, 6:21 pm AEDT

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Hey @Birdofparadise8 , yes I'm on till 10pm.

Looking forward to speaking with you after your dinner.

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