Not Coping

What are you watching @Blackbird11

I've literally just sat back down to start. I'll see you in 25 min. I'm using Promodoro.

It was called the rebound @Birdofparadise8 an old movie I have in my dvd collection lol

Is Promodoro working?

Yeah, it is good @Blackbird11

Mum just called after I posted, haha.

That movie is very old.

Are you still watching the movie @Blackbird11?

It's finished now @Birdofparadise8

I just called a friend. How are you going?

That's nice @Blackbird11

Yeah getting there. A bit more study is needed, and then I'll call it quits. I also don't want to because I want to cry, but I can't. I need to get this done. I've got 4500 words now. Crying is not because of study; I like this revision. I'm just sad as well.

I didn't like siting at the dinner table alone tonight. I'm used to sitting with my parents, and so I usually have something distracting me, but I thought I'd try and just sit and be present at the moment. That was a bad Idea. It made me miss having people around at dinner and showed how lonely I am.

You're never alone @Birdofparadise8

I understand that being lonely can be sad. I live alone and get lonely too.

Are you referring to being on here so I'm not alone?

Yeah, well, I have two housemates, but they are in their rooms all the time.

I have two PPT slides to go, and then I'm done. I'm exhausted mentally and emotionally. @Blackbird11

Don't you have a GF as well? So I would assume you see each other a bit.

We're here for you @Birdofparadise8

We broke up, I'm on my own now.