That's okay. I'm unsure if you'll like them, but it's worth a look @Former-Member
Thank you. That's very kind of you to say something about me. Aww, I'd like that too.
I'm a bit confused by this.
After a long while being emotionally and socially isolated, there is a huge steep learning curve for you to navigate, by the gist of what I understand, and this is rightly very overwhelming - it would be like landing on a new planet and being expected to know the local customs and language fluently from day one!
What does that have to do with me feeling like I'm in a pool of tears and people laughing at me with no way out?
What have I learnt about myself? I have no clue. I feel like I'm getting worse each day.
Everything is so painful right now. I'm over feeling so sad, hopeless, worthless, alone, etc.
It's so hard, and I wish these feelings would go away. I feel like I'm such an awful person. I'm feeling so guilty right now. I'm taking up your time. You probably have better things to do.
But then I also don't want you to leave. So it makes my brain so stupid because why would I feel both guilty and crave support at the same time. Ahhh, I'm so messed up. I'm so sorry @Former-Member I really am.
I think I'm spiralling now 😭😩
I wish my mind would stop with all this negativity, but I can't turn it off. It won't stop.
