Not Coping

Yeah that would be hard @ENKELI

It will be two hours with daylight saving right?

Yes an email account suspended.
I can’t even say goodbye to the people I talk to they might think I’m not alive or something.
they might think I don’t want to talk to them anymore.
how can that be. I can’t be like that. I don’t do that to people. I don’t just leave.
I would have been semi okay if I could have just done one post and said I’d been gone for 8 weeks but no I went straight on and I have a 80,000 + ban on the page.
I wish my parents weren’t here I want to cry. I’m over this shit keeps happening over something to silly. If it’s about the bloody football I’m going to be so made. I don’t see why I can’t say I’m going to a football game. It’s not fair. They know how I feel about this. It’s a MH forum and you go there for support but they they ban you and you can’t get any then you have so many feeling of rejection.
@ArraDreaming @ENKELI

I can’t stop refreshing my emails to see if they reply and I bet the won’t even respond I’ll be really mad if they don’t.
they can’t do that and not give me an answer.

@Birdofparadise8 I don't know hon, I can only pray she finds out that you haven't disappeared but have been restricted.

They really need to tell you before banning you, like send you a warning saying you are going to be banned and then if they really think you should be banned, do it then.

As you say, it's a MH forum, ffs.

I'm gobsmacked, seriously.

Yes once dst is finished it will be a 2 hour difference.

@ArraDreaming that's a great idea, and they might even post on your behalf @Birdofparadise8

I know I just sent a second email @ENKELI

I do hope they respond and I’ll have more info, but I’m not sure they will, but with how angry I am and I was in my email I hope they do.
this is so unfair if it’s about the bloody football why can they just delete it and let me know. No need to ban.
sorry I feel like this will go on for a bit now and will take me a while to get over so bear with me.

Yeah I sent a second email and asked about that @ArraDreaming @ENKELI

the end of the email said best wishes and take care yeah right no true at all.

@Birdofparadise8 are your parents physically with you at the moment?
I know you can't talk to your parents but maybe in this case you need to.

Hey @Birdofparadise8 will be on and off later but I do have to go feed my kids and all that, you know.

One peace of advice I will give to you though is write your email that you feel like writing, then don’t send it, save it and come back to it, the last thing you want to be doing right now is losing your sh!t at them. They could very well be thinking that it is not an appropriate service for you so by getting angry and all that it might give them more of a reason (I’m saying from experience), and if this is the case then they should be pointing you to where IS the right place (aka, here).
I’m not saying I think that, I’m just saying that to save you from further pain keep it civil if you want to keep as much opportunity to go back on as you can. I obviously don’t know the background info so I can say what the reason is but I’m just giving you a peace of advice, that’s all.
Remain civil.
And to be honest buddy I don’t think you will be getting a response at 7pm on a Friday night, nothing can be done between now and morning. When I’m up at night anxious about something I should have done or similar I think nothing can be done in the middle of the night, I can do back and ask that person if I said the right thing when it’s 3am I just can’t, so at 9am or whenever it is when I talk to them maybe I will bring it up.
But nothing can be done right now, if they reply wouldn’t that be a bonus but it’s a Friday night at 7pm, I suggest you take a deep breathe hang out here for the weekend and reevaluate what you are sending to them until at least Sunday night, give yourself a moment. We can’t solve things when we are angry or heightened…