Not Coping

Aw so cute!! I am absolutely loving that Pixie has a boyfriend, he seems very loving by sending merry christmas messages!! Too sweet. That will be nice for them to come down and visit, hopefully it happens soon @Captain24

Oh wow, that sounds scary. I am not a fan of lightning, but I love the sound of rain. We have a corrugated iron roof so it's very loud but I love it. Hopefully it can help you have a restful sleep tonight!

When I built my house one of the things I had to have was a colorbond roof in pale green! @amber22 Just for the rain. The colour had to match all my feature tiles inside!

I love lightning but I gets a bit dangerous around here when it’s been so dry and warm recently. It’s only been in the mid to low 30’s at the moment but the 40+ degree temps are still to come.

I have a white noise thing and one of the settings rain and another is thunderstorms. That’s the one I use the most.

Im going to head off to bed. All the meds are starting to kick in. Plus I have a GP app and an app with my MH nurse, so it’s going to be a big hard day

Thanks for the chat tonight.

Hope you have a good night and a great day tomorrow

Oh love that!! I can't believe it gets so hot where you are, it only gets to the low 30s where I am! I have a fan that I put on at night to make some white noise, it makes me sleep so much better than when it's not on, but the best is when rain is on the roof.

Good luck with tomorrow, thanks for the lovely chat tonight, sending my love and strength for your day tomorrow.

All the best, have a restful night @Captain24

Hey @amber22

You doing much at the moment?

Not much, I've just had some pumpkin soup and toast for dinner which was delicious, I will have a nice bath later on, I really need it today. What about you? 🙂 @Birdofparadise8

That sounds nice I do like soup, but I can’t eat pumpkin soup for some reason it makes me vomit which is weird.

Gosh I don’t know when the last time was I had a bath. Do you use a bath bomb or anything nice in yours?

Me still trying to not let myself cry right now I’m feeling pretty emotionally exhausted which is so fun hahaha @amber22

Oh no maybe it's something in the soup that doesn't agree with you! @Birdofparadise8

I LOVE having baths, they are my top form of self care, I sometimes add some Radox muscle relaxant in when I'm feeling sore after a full day or I will treat myself with a bubble bath 🙂

I'm sorry to hear you feel like that right now, is there anything that triggered it? It might make you feel better to let it all out, do you think that would help? Sitting with you while you feel like this ❤️

Hmm maybe but I can eat roast pumpkin so I don’t know @amber22

I don’t know I just seem to find my depression worse at night time because I have time to sit it in I guess and feel my sadness I guess. Hmm maybe I guess it’s just sucks I can’t have one day where I’m not sad.

Night time can be really hard @Birdofparadise8 , I often feel quite lonely at night too, I feel like I can keep myself busy during the day but once you're alone at night it gives you more time to think. Is there something that you can watch, or maybe read your book, to try and get your mind off of things for a little while and give it a bit of a rest before you sleep?

Yeah maybe I’m just not sure if it’s going to help I’m feeling pretty crap right now @amber22