Not Coping

Hey @Birdofparadise8

Sounds a challenging relationship. I think your mum has high expectations of you. Keep calm and remember it's ok to take your time.

Hi @Blackbird11

Yes excacly my thought too.

I also have an appointment I booked five weeks ago I'm getting my legs waxed and she said how could I be so inconvinent because it's at 12:15 when I'm helping her with all the grocery shopping she never asked if I would help she assumed I would. I was going to help but still.

Anyway it doesn't matter ill just have to put up with her and cry somehow. I don't know when or how I can’t go anywhere.

This is why I said to my psych I would prefer to be in Melbourne and suicidal and alone than here when I have to put up with this and suppress my emotions so much.

How are you today?

It's ok @Birdofparadise8 to treat your self in the midst of a busy day. Surely your mum will stop for lunch around then.

Suppressing emotions is not healthy, try to realse somehow.

Im doing well, just relaxing as I've done everything I can for Christmas day. I'm the most relaxed I've been for this time of year as I can ever remember.

Not sure if its a treat lo is a treat lol @Blackbird11

More painful hahaha.

No, we have two more shops to go to. I'm getting stressed.

Oh well, there's nothing I can do. I am only alone when I go to bed but then I'm too tired so I don't cry.
That's good to hear you already. What are you doing on Christmas Day?

So hard @Birdofparadise8 thinking of you 🤗

Christmas day for me will be a return trip to an outer suburb in Launceston. We are gathering at my brothers house for lunch.

That sounds nice @Blackbird11

How many people will be there?

I have 17 coming over.

Are you looking forward to it other than the drive?

Yeah, it is a bit hard. Then Mum complains about me being annoyed at her.

She said I should have told her I had a waxing appointment.

There will be 10 of us including a almost 1 year old. I look forward to the drive and spending time with family I don't see much.

Try your best @Birdofparadise8 keep your sanity, it's imperative.

Hey @Birdofparadise8 👋

Aww how cute @Blackbird11

Yeah I will thank you.

Hey @bartart23

Hi @tyme

How are you doing today?

Have you been up to anything this morning?