Not Coping

Hope he takes your advice and doesn't get hurt @Birdofparadise8

I'm looking forward to getting it going 😊

https://youtu.be/P9lThha3BLY?si=gRvfSm38p0_Hlkfg

I'll have a look at the video @Blackbird11

That's good. Let me know how you go.

What time is work tomorrow?

We play a different version but same principles. We dont tally points just first empty board wins @Birdofparadise8

I'll set it up tomorrow before work at 2pm. What time do you land @Birdofparadise8 ?

O @Jynx I hope I didn't make that uncomfortable with saying I like you I didn't mean it in a bad way

My childhood was very bad now everyone and you know I was in child safety I was a very naughty kid and still am

I don't know why but I want to go back to jail if felt like home I had friends I'm there someone I loved and kissed

I am just a big empty hole 😞

I am seeing shadows and he's back and the little girl I see is here too

And yes I am on probation for 12 months 😩 it's fucked

I am laveing my partner go me right at Christmas

@Birdofparadise8 sorry, I am a day behind for some reason. I keep thinking today is Wednesday.
I'm okay, trying to set boundaries with my dad so that he doesn't have the power to hurt me again.

I'm trying to find a relatively cheap cooling mad for my bed because I have trouble sleeping in the heat.

I don't even know where to get one from!
How are you doing? Are you looking forward to going home for Christmas?

@Jynx how are you doing?

Ah okay cool @Blackbird11

Nice. I hope it runs smoothly for you.

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I don't know why, but I'm literally crying for no reason right now.

Hi @ENKELI, I'm sure the above tells you how I am.

Mmm, that's a good idea for me as well as a cooling pad. I'm so hot in this room.

Yeah, I guess as long as my parents respect my boundaries and don't fight all the time, I'll be happy. I'm sceptical as to how that will go, but anyway. I'll just have to breathe through it, I guess.

You didn't make me uncomfortable at all @bartart23 I would have said something if it did!

I can actually understand that you want to go back to jail - especially if you had friends there. Sounds like it felt safe for you in there. But I don't want to encourage anything illegal of course, just saying I understand.

Seeing stuff like that can definitely be scary! What sort of things help you cope when you're seeing these shadows?

Hey @ENKELI not too shabby, how about yourself?

That's a bit fancy @Birdofparadise8 lap it up

You've got a lot going on for you at the moment it's understandable that you could be overwhelmed. Hugs 🤗

I know, right? I will, lol.

Eh, not really. I don't get why I'm like this. I feel pathetic right now that all I do on here is complain about how sad I am and why I'm crying when I don't have anything to cry about.

Anyway, don't worry about it. Now I'm complaining about complaining.

Sorry @Blackbird11