Not Coping

Oh, okay I thought that I wasn't trying to be rude or anything. I just wanted to show him what I thought he meant. Anyway, nothing I can do to change how he through. I just don't like people being upset with me. I did apologise to him.

Ah okay, cool. well, I better let you go back and have fun.

One question in the place you live do you have aircon? You can answer later. @Blackbird11

Yes, it's tough feelings having someone upset with you. I don't like conflict, it's hard.

Yes we have Air conditioning @Birdofparadise8

Yes, it's hard, anyway. I'm sure it's okay. I don't like it. Ah, nice.

I don't have one in my very small room and it gets so hot. I have two fans but they don't do much @Blackbird11

I spoke to soon about feeling better this week. I've had a busy afternoon, returned a jumper, and got food for the week. I've come home and done a couple of other things. I've sat down, and now I'm crying and all sad for who knows what. It's like a wave has washed over me. I thought this wasn't going to continue to happen since the past week has been good, but I'm wrong. I'm safe, by the way.

Hey @Birdofparadise8 ,

Sorry to hear things aren’t the best. I hope things improve for you over the week as they have been the past week.

Heading towards the end of year, this was usually by trigger time. Not sure for you though.

Please take care.

Hi @tyme

Thank you. No, not really. Christmas is okay for me. I guess the normal "Laura Depression".

Ehh sucks big time. I thought things would start to improve overall, but that's not the case.

How are you tonight?

Why was it a trigger for you @tyme?

The uncertainty of the end-of-year events... break from my usual schedule and routine....tooo much free time on my hands... too much time to ruminate. Hence a lot of my hospital admissions were the end of year/new year period. @Birdofparadise8 .

Not for the last few years though. I'm too busy at that time.

However, there are many other there who don't have anyone to be with and when most services are shut, it makes it so hard for them. But this doesn't mean it'll be the same for you. This was only my experience.

That is true. It can be hard when services are shut down. I noticed that a little last year, but I'm always so busy with family things that I don't stop. So I don't have time to meditate and all that. However, I'm not working still, but I have my one unit at uni keeping me going.

I hope you have a good day today and tomorrow. Talk to you later in the week @tyme.

Hi @Blackbird11 @creative_writer @Melbcoffeesnob @Kyle1 @Jynx @Bow

How is everyone?

Would any of you be up for a chat at all? I'm not feeling very good tonight. I feel myself going downhill, though I am safe.