Not Coping

No not really @Blackbird11

I want friends, but then I don't want to meet people.

He just texted and we will have takeaway together for dinner.

Ok, that's ok, just thought to put it out there.

That's nice @Birdofparadise8 sounds like a good evening ahead.

Let's hope so. I'm trying to not cry @Blackbird11

I don't feel good at all.

I can't see it yet, but I saw your other photo, and that looked really good @Blackbird11

Thanks @Blackbird11

I'm trying. I'm just finishing tidying up, and then I'll go to the shop.

It will be nice to see my friend, but I also don't want to because of how bad I feel. I don't want to put that on him when he is struggling since his breakup with his boyfriend on Monday.

Sounds like you are doing your best and that is always good enough @Birdofparadise8

With true friends it's ok to vulnerable, you can be there for each other 💚

I just got back from the shop. The food is so expensive ahh @Blackbird11

My hands won't stop shaking with this tremor I have. It's so annoying.

That is true, but I feel like I'm being a burden on him, and I don't want that. Even yesterday, when I saw my aunt, she said I'm not a burden to them, but I still feel like it.

Yes food is expensive @Birdofparadise8 and it's hard cooking for one.

We're you able to tell someone about your tremors?

Think of relationships like swings, seasaws and round abouts. Sometimes you need the push and sometimes they need the push. It works out in the end 💚

Yes very hard cooking for myself @Blackbird11

I did tell my Pdoc, but she didn't say much. I have a GP appointment next week, so I'll let her know.

I just want tonight to be over with. I feel so bad. I don't want to see my friend, but he will be here soon.