Not Coping

I got sent an email to saying ‘name of work may consider terminating employment as you have not meet the performance plan where we gave you another three months to improve”

Firstly they only have me two months not three and I've really improved.

Then I get a call last week to come for a meeting today but I said I couldn't seeing my nan just died so they said to come The day after I get in which is Monday.

They are saying a heap of bullshit.

They said I can have a support person so it's defiently going to happen.

Other people are far worse at the job but I'm getting terminated @tyme

Nope, it was a mistake. The page wouldn't load.

Did they give you a termination notice? @Birdofparadise8 Then again, does it even bother you that you don't need to go back there?

I'm sorry to hear that though.

Termination notice @tyme?

It says in the email that if I do get terminated they only need to give me a week.

I do need a job for money in so broke right now. I only get $50 a fortnight from Centrelink.

I don't know what I'm going to do. I get fired on Monday and then I have three shifts next week. As if I want to work knowing I'm done. I hate them.

I'm so scared for the Meeting. Three people there my team leader, the coordinator and a HR person.

I'm going to cry so much. It will be so embarrassing. I'm such an embarrassment.

Wow... that was a bit 'unexpected'... @Birdofparadise8

Ah yes very much.

I was told I needed to improve and they would give me three months but I thought I was doing really well.

Apparently talking to much is a fireable offence. It's just my personality you would know if I talked hahah. Like when we are busy I work and don't talk but when there isn't anything to do I will chat about things and so do others. I might be a little loud here and there but I don't know how to stop.

Oh well it will be a blessing really as long as I get another job.

I just don't want to cry @tyme

Hey @Birdofparadise8 . Thinking of you. Hoping today went okay. Chat later.

Hey @tyme

It was a very hard day.

I cried a lot so emotional.

How are you?

Hey @Shaz51 @creative_writer @outlander @Kyle1 @Bow @Jynx

I hope everyone has had a good day.

It's been very hard for me today.

I'm so sad tonight. I didn't think I was going to cry so much. My Gran meant so much to me. I don't know how I will cope with her gone. I just want to give her a hug and talk to her.

Hi @Birdofparadise8

I can hear how much sadness you are holding and how much your gran meant so much to you

You have a lot on your plate and I can hear how coping sounds hard right now 💛

I really resonate with the feeling of wanting to give your gran a hug and talk to her.. I felt that so much when my own grandma passed.

Even during this time I want to remind you that you are not alone in your sadness.

Sharing so much light with you ⭐