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Exhausted, numb

Exhausted, numb

Hello,

im in a difficult situation with lots of triggers from ptsd. Disconnected and my anxiety is terrible. My strategies don’t really work. Just counting the days and trying to fight the urges but I’m really tired of it all.

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@Former-Member

No it’s not, I’d never say that. Sorry for the confusion.

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Oh ha ha its ok, I have never heard that term before and I googled it.... It is also the name of a band by the way 🤔.

Are you ok @petrichor

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@Former-Member yeah it’s the song. I’ll be ok. I always believe that.

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I got worried about you 💜 @petrichor

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Thanks @Former-Member it’s just one of those nights where I wonder if anyone would care. Life would just go on? It went on for me. But I just remember that I’m being told that feeling is just in my head. And I know I’ve been here before. I’m just exhausted my friend. How are you?

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I just feel misunderstood and alone in my battles. I know it’s my fault but I don’t know how to make it different.

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I feel so alone sometimes.

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@Former-Member Read the song to the end please. There’s hope at the end of the song. I know someone cares, I just find it hard to keep up the fight for someone else sometimes, but I’ll be ok.

Would anyone notice
If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?
That I'm no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All-consuming
So confusing
The questions that keep me awake
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?
I won't lie
So hard to hide
I've never felt worthy of love
I would give up
Everything I have
Just to feel good enough
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
If you're dying inside
Sick of being alive
Let me in, let me share in your pain
From my lungs through the dark
Spoken straight from the heart
Let me give you a reason to stay
If you're out there still lying awake
If you're out there still wondering
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
You take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life

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Hi

i tried to reach out for help last night. I don’t feel I can find the right words but it was bad. I can’t find the words and then I can’t get someone to help me. I don’t know what to do different. How do you ask for help. I don’t write in a text message how bad I feel but no one is there and may safe people didn’t call yet. That makes me feel even more that I don’t matter. And I think it’s just because I can explain. I feel safe tonight but it makes me really sad. I have people to contact when I’m feeling so bad but they don’t care.

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hi all,

I’ll take a break from the forum. I feel like I don’t have words or the energy anymore to communicate. My anxiety is through the roof.

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