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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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I wish I didn’t have to reach out for help through helplines so I wouldn’t be disappointed if it didn’t work. How do I become self-reliant and not need people?

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So I saw my psychiatrist today and had an 15-20 mins appointment with her. She basically wants to put me on an additional medication but I am already taking 4 different types. I am concerned about taking too much medication, I rather get off one and be put on a alternative one then be put on an additional one. She didn’t really empathise with my concerns and said it’s part of being bipolar. I know I need medication but I don’t want to be over medicated. I think I’m going to try finding a new psychiatrist who listens.

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Hey @creative_writer

I do not have experience with Bipolar meds but I do know that many long term (especially neurological) medications require a more before less approach. There often seems to be an overlap when starting a new one before reducing or removing another. Not sure if this is the case, but your Psych should have spoken to you about a plan. It can be so hard to navigate these journeys and sometimes professionals can be focused on their own objectives without looking at the whole needs of the client. Be vocal @creative_writer !!

xx

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@Former-Member she did say I may possibly be able to reduce one of the meds afterwards but that would mean going on more meds for now. I just felt frustrated in the appointment. I can always think over it, but it just feels like too much meds right now.

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Yeah @creative_writer, I get that. Seems like a short appointment too? Maybe not enough time to discuss changes you're not comfortable with 🤔. When is your next appointment?

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@Former-Member I have a phone call on the 14th and and actual appointment on the 28th, that is if I stay with this psychiatrist. I felt like my old psychiatrist was welcoming and often asked me more about how things had been for me (but he retired), while this psychiatrist seems so focused on meds.

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I was passing by and wanted to say hi to you @creative_writer 🙂

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Hi @tyme. Hope you are doing well 🙂

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Sorry, I know we have discussed this before but I have forgotten. How long have you been with the Psych? @creative_writer

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