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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Hi @Loz_3647 ,

I'm sorry you feel that way. As much as I want to take the pain away from you, I can't.

It seems to be a journey for you to take. I've been in that place. It wasn't pleasant. I wasn't happy in it. But I survived.

I've survived to tell the story. I did not give up on supports. I fought the pain. Many times, I also wanted to give up, thinking I was fighting a losing battle.

Today, I can now declare that things have changed. It's not the 'perfect' world, but I'm surviving and thriving.

We can walk with you and sit with you, but we cannot do the work for you.

I hope you'll continue to find that inner strength in you and give yourself the permission to survive and thrive.

Hi @creative_writer @Captain24

tyme

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Loz_3647 Hi, I don’t think we met before. It’s nice to meet you. I hope you are able to find comfort and connection on here, many of us have been in a similar situation. Life can be hard sometimes but we are here to support each other. ❤️

@tyme Hi. I hope today has been a good day for you.

@Captain24 big meds changes can take a while to get used to. I hope it goes well for you and you find some relief ❤️

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Hi @creative_writer , hope today's been slightly better for you.

I'm here if you need a chat 🙂

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@tyme thanks, it’s been a crazy one. Felt a bit better after talking to SCBS and more better after talking to SANE. I’m not sure what else I can really do but ease myself into evening routine and sleep early. I sure hope my body feels more normal tomorrow. It’s been two days of constant torture.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@creative_writer ,

I'm glad speaking to services have helped.

It's great to see you reach out. I'd encourage you to continue reaching out because you deserve connection and belonging.

Hugs, tyme

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

I cannot explain how frustrated I feel right now

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Heya @creative_writer I'm sorry to hear this. What's happened to make you feel frustrated?

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

So basically I saw my psychosocial worker and peer mentor today. They notified my clinician my suicidal thoughts had gotten worse. As a precaution the clinician wanted to get my parents involved in my safety plan. Then my mum went frantic, asking why they were interfering with my life. But it was only a safety plan, it’s not like they sent me to the hospital. I swear my mum has trust issues with mental health professionals.

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Hey @creative_writer ,

Just read what you posted. Do you think it's also a cultural thing?

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@tyme I don’t know. My parents do seem to have the mentality you can’t really rely on anyone but family. It has affected by relationships with people, because I feel like I’m not supposed to trust them.
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