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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Sending lots of loving support @creative_writer

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@Eve7 thank you 💖. I just sort of feel ashamed I couldn’t save myself when it happened, and my first experience has to be SA.

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I’m so sorry @creative_writer . Mine was too. 😢

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@Eve7 💖. I am so sorry it happened to you too 😢. It’s hard. I’m hoping that being out today afternoon will help.

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Why do I feel so unloveable?

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I am tired

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I hope one day I won’t feel so ashamed of myself, and these thoughts of me being damaged goods and too broken would quieten down. But until then…..I guess I’m stuck with it.

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heya @creative_writer, it sounds like you've feeling really stuck with where you are in your recovery. I imagine it's frustrating and a bit scary to feel like you need to just wait it out. Do I have that right?

Are there any strategies you've learned to help cope or challenge the thoughts?

❤️

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@Former-Member I know emotions aren’t always accurate, but still can’t shake it off and I still feel like I need to sit with my emotions. Rational part of the brain is in conflict with emotional side. Self soothing stuff and distraction can help a bit, but it’s like I can’t escape from these emotions. Maybe I am extra cranky from being sick and sleep deprived too.

💖

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❤️ I hear you. I know for me, sitting with them can be uncomfy (but I also know I need to do it sometimes).

And I feel like for me, self-soothing and distraction can help make the feelings less heavy or make them more manageable. Rather than fully helping me escape.

What are you getting up to today? Any of your self-soothing or distraction?

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