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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@tyme I certainly hope so. Therapy is tough, particularly since I don’t always realise how much I am actually holding onto. I mean it all has to come out eventually because carrying it in my body hasn’t been working for me. I think there is a link between mental health and chronic pain for sure. It’s hard to let it out when you’ve grown up thinking you must hold onto it. I even notice my body tensing and that I hold my breath to fight off tears.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Have you ever done the tense-relax muscle relaxation mindfulness task? @creative_writer . So basically, you lie down, start at your toes and work up to your head - tense each muscle for a few seconds, then relax.

It really does make a difference. Allows you to physically remove some tension that is probably building up in your body.

But yes, pain and MH is interrelated.

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@tyme I don’t think so, at least not for the whole body. I might give it a go.

I feel like a lot of things are interconnected. Physical pain and mental health feed each other.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Yes, @creative_writer - try it. Look it up. I'm sure others will have a better explanation than me... I'm talking about it based on my experience. I'm sure others will have a better explanation. It's called Progressive Muscle Relaxation.

Try it. I'd be interested to know how you go. I think you need to practise it for it to be effective though.

I'll be logging off shortly, but I look forward to catching you tomorrow 🙂

Please take care. You are powerful. Don't let anyone take that power from you!

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@tyme I feel like I’ve heard of it, maybe I did it years ago. Goodnight 🙂. Thank you for today, I really appreciate your company. Take care. Speak to you soon.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

My brain is so damn confusing. I don’t know what to do. If only I could be happy 😞

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

When you get put on hold….

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

I feel terrible. Felt more stable yesterday and didn’t take PRN after taking it for a few days. Didn’t sleep well as a result since my body is so used to it. Trauma memories surround me 😞. Please tell me it didn’t happen because it’s making me feel like I am no longer whole, that I am just damaged goods now.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Spiralling right now. I have no words. Nothing.

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Hi @creative_writer

Sometimes finding the right words isn't important but staying connected can be really helpful!

I'm here to support you if you want to post more about how you are feeling today. 😊

Lovely to see you on the Forums today!

Take care

RiverSeal

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