This really resonates with me @creative_writer. I love so much of what I study, but there are massive areas that are super difficult to process. I just did a subject on DV and writing the assignments was super difficult and triggering. I had to be so gentle on myself and apply for lots of extensions.
But it's awesome to hear that youth mental health is what brought you to it. It's pretty similar to me. I grew up regionally with very little mental health supports (and a "pull yourself up by the bootstraps" kind fo family). So I think I want to work in mental health regionally, but more in the queer/LGBTQIA+ space. But I feel as a regional MH worker, you kinda have to be prepared for anything!
What kind of volunteering did you do? It sounds like it was pretty fulfilling?