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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie I could put a comforting object in my pocket. I just got a call back from mental health triage confirming the referral she sent through. She asked to speak to my mum, but I preferred she didn’t speak to mum because my mum can get really worried. I haven’t told my parents I called the triage today, I don’t know if I should because I am afraid of how they will react.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

I can understand not wanting others to know @creative_writer I try and keep a lot from my hubby so he won't worry about me. Sometimes it works but other times he just worries more.

I guess you have a choice on what to tell them. After all, it is your MH and your choice.

I will say goodnight now. Have taken prn so am going to climb into bed. I hope you get some sleep tonight and tomorrow is a good day for you. Thanks for keeping me company. It has helped me stay present.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie goodnight. I hope you sleep well and feel better tom morning 💖. It’s been lovely talking to you today.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Good afternoon @creative_writer

Hoping today is going better for you 💜😁

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Good afternoon @Snowie 💗. I hope you are doing well.

Physically still recovering from migraine. Trying to sort through the thoughts and emotions in my mind which make absolute no sense. You know those annoying thoughts and emotions that are clearly not logical but refuse to leave.

In response to: Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Re: Struggling: TW suicide

I get those thoughts @creative_writer They are very hard to get rid of at times.

I hope you have been able to do something nice for yourself today.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie it can be hard to get rid of those thoughts even though you know they are not true, a part of you still believes them, it’s confusing. I’ve mostly been resting and doing self care stuff. Just ate a mango right now. Did you get up to much today?

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Ohhh I love mangoes @creative_writer Probably one of my favourite fruits.

I went to office works and then shoe shopping for my kids. They should now be ready for when they go back to school at the end of this month.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Snowie that’s right, dec has passed by so quickly and school would be starting up soon. I only have a month and a bit to go before uni sem starts up again. Mangos are yum, but I also love strawberries and blueberries.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

We have a strawberry farm near where I live @creative_writer They are so nice and so much tastier then the ones you get from the supermarket. You can go and pick them yourself too.

It is nice that you have a break from uni. Hopefully you can recharge your batteries.

Any plans for tomorrow?

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