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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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@Captain24 and @hanami I hope you both recover up soon ❤️. I hope you both take extra care of yourself🤗.

I feel like I’ve had a sudden spike in migraine intensity. But I think I’m just hyperventilating. Just feeling very confused, it’s the 5th of September 2022, why is my body feeling so weird like it did years ago?

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I think I need scans @hanami. But I definitely need some stronger painkillers. I’m in a dark place already so I don’t need the pain as well.

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How are you doing @creative_writer migraines can be so awful and disorienting. Are you OK? Take care of yourself 🌼

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@Captain24 back pain can be tough, any pain is tough. I hope you can find relief soon ❤️

@Paperdaisy a bit upset because I had a physical flashback when things looked like they were getting better. Kind of disorientating to have to go through it again. It got so bad I was like I can’t go on but was able to stay safe. Still not feeling 100% normal yet in myself.

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That sounds really frightening @creative_writer but I'm glad you were able to stay safe 💛

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@Paperdaisy I wish it would go away. So tired of having to feel it again 😔

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Hope today was easier on you @creative_writer

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@Captain24 I hope you are doing better ❤️. Things it were better until just now I really only started having more intense suicidal thoughts now. I think I am okay for now, too sleepy and in bed. I just hope I wake up feeling better, because this is so hard to handle.

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It’s a horrible feeling @creative_writer. I know it only too well. When my thoughts get dark at night I usually find that bed is the best place for me to be. Try and get some sleep. I hope for you that you wake up in a better place in the morning. Stay strong.

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@Captain24 if only today was a better day 😔. I am so tired of carrying this shame, fear and deep sadness around. I guess you can only focus on keeping yourself safe for right now, taking it moment by moment.
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