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Struggling: TW suicide

Struggling: TW suicide

I have been struggling a lot lately with suicidal thoughts. It’s become a daily occurrence and it’s been really overwhelming to cope. I am safe right but having to fight this is very exhausting. I feel so trapped, I am tired of living in pain, fear and shame. I feel like a burden to people and unimportant.

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In response to: Struggling: TW suicide

Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@Lozza90 are u OK?
Hope you have found a way to keep urself safe.
Moment to moment

I phoned my psych today feel a little better for just verbalising it - still having the circling thoughts but I know it's just my brain playing tricks on me.

You are not your thoughts

In response to: Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@ANON12 glade talking helped. You are right, we are not our thoughts.

Feeling really isolated right now. I want to feel protected and held, but I have nobody to do that for me. I may have family around me, but I don’t truly safe with them. Or anyone.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Hi @creative_writer,

I sorry to read you are feeling this way. It sounds like a lonely place to be. It's sad to read that you don't feel truly safe around your family.

Do you have anyone that you can talk to about this? Is there someone you can be with today that you do feel safe with?

Warm wishes,

FloatingFeather

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@FloatingFeather I don’t really truly feel emotional safe with anyone to be honest with you. It’s hard but it is what it is. I guess I really want to feel fully accepted, validated and loved for who I am.

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

That must be really difficult to sit with @creative_writer. I really do hope that one day soon you do find that person that fully accepts, loves and validates you. It's a big wide world out there and from my experience when you least except it that's when they turn up.

Sending you lots of positive energy and hugs,

FloatingFeather

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@FloatingFeather sometimes I wonder if this reality is even possible or am I become needy. I never had such a person in my life? Do those people even exist?

❤️

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

As someone that has lived a few decades @creative_writer there are two things I have really embraced in life. Firstly always hold on to hope and secondly you never really do know what tomorrow will bring.

You're not being needy at all - you just want what most people want love, acceptance and support free of conditions. I really hope you find that person that can be those things for you soon ❤️

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@FloatingFeather that is true. I feel like I am still young so learning. Life has been hectic for years, it’s what I’ve known. It guess it just feels foreign to think of a stable, happy and supportive life but I can’t predict what the future holds. So many emotions wounds need tending to, progress has been slow. I guess it’s also because it’s hard to be fully open with my psych too.

❤️

In response to: Struggling: TW suicide

Re: Struggling: TW suicide

Hey @creative_writer - how are you?

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Re: Struggling: TW suicide

@tyme feeling pretty blunted today. I don’t know where my emotions went. I wonder if they are hiding under the carpet. How are you?
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