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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 7:23 am AEDT

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Stage lights are still epic though. @Jynx Ive had a few on me when I was dancing.

I can’t keep succulents alive either. I will have to do the not alive parts!

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 7:30 am AEDT

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Good Morning @NatureLover if your around.

I hope you have a good day.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 7:55 am AEDT

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Good morning @Captain24 🙂

I haven't yet caught up on your news...how are you doing this morning?

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 8:05 am AEDT

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Just caught up on your news @Captain24 ...I was blown away to see your listed all your massive achievements and how you feel good about yourself! So happy for you!

Well done also for walking to the beach on your own 🙂

Sorry you didn't get to see your pdoc on Monday. What time are you leaving on Friday - is there no chance to see her before you go?

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 8:39 am AEDT

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I’m trying to work with them to get her first approval on Friday so I can leave after that. @NatureLover. I’ll have everything packed and my car loaded so I’ll be ready to take off. The nurses came in last night thinking I was leaving Thursday so I have to sort that out. It’s causing a little stress but I have a few people I can talk to.

I just got to see my doctor’s therapy dog though. Plus I can see him at 10:30 so I’m a bit excited!

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SnowieSenior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 8:51 am AEDT

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Wishing you a good day today @Captain24

I think therapy dogs are the best dogs besides our own!!

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 9:16 am AEDT

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My day has started out pretty awesome @Snowie. One of the girls that has left just came to visit me. She gives the biggest and best hugs. Plus she said ‘look at you!’ Apparently my smile and my eyes say how I’m going. She said she isn’t worried about me anymore and that I look so good! It was the best way to start the day.

Hope you have a great day.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 9:17 am AEDT

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Glad you've got people you can talk to @Captain24 . Hope you can see the pdoc first thing Friday morning, as you have a 4 hour drive.

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SnowieSenior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 9:27 am AEDT

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It's so good when other people notice a difference in us @Captain24 Sometimes we can't see it ourself but others can.

So glad your day has started out well. Wishing the rest of the day to continue that way.

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Mar 2024, 1:01 pm AEDT

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I was complaining about my sore muscles and one of the girls in the group called me a cry baby. She has ruined my day and I have to spend the rest of the afternoon with her. I’m so angry, hurt and feel shamed.

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