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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor24 Feb 2024, 2:59 pm AEDT

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@Captain24, I don’t think it’s fair for mum to blame you for having two dogs. Having two dogs just shows how caring you are. Sitting with you, hun, it sounds like it’s super rough for you right now 💖🫂

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tymeModerator24 Feb 2024, 3:04 pm AEDT

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I'm sorry she said that to you about your dogs @Captain24 . I'm not sure she realises your dogs are your babies?

Is it right 'blame' her for having 2 children?

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Captain24Senior Contributor24 Feb 2024, 3:52 pm AEDT

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I am safe @tyme but it’s getting really bad. I’m becoming even more unwell.

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tymeModerator24 Feb 2024, 4:09 pm AEDT

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What is the date of your admission @Captain24 ? Do you think you need to go home today? It doesn't sound like this trip has been overly therapeutic.

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JynxModerator24 Feb 2024, 4:49 pm AEDT

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@NatureLover wrote:

Thanks for the hugs @Jynx 🙂

How did your inspection go?

Finally happened, and all went well! She didn't even look that closely at the place! Not that I regret the deep clean, but it'd be nice to not have to stress too much about it. My friend had told me they day before that at her last inspection, the RE agent had gotten up them for having dishes drying next to the sink! So nitpicky 😤

Mainly they wanted to know if there's any maintenance issues, which there is - my little front porch/main stairs up to my front door are falling apart. I don't think the person who built them knew what they were doing - none of it is weatherproofed, and they used this weird plasterboard stuff that doesn't seem to like the rain. Hopefully they will do something about it before it collapses and I injure myself! 🤞

How has your Saturday been so far? 😊

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Captain24Senior Contributor24 Feb 2024, 5:00 pm AEDT

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I did think about it @tyme. As much as they are making things so much worse, I’m a lot safer with them.

I have got the date yet but it’s anywhere between Thursday and Sunday. Hopefully I find out Monday.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor24 Feb 2024, 5:07 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 💖🫂

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JynxModerator24 Feb 2024, 5:20 pm AEDT

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Sending some love and huggles your way @Captain24 💜

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Captain24Senior Contributor24 Feb 2024, 5:27 pm AEDT

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Thanks @Jynx. I don’t deserve it. I won’t complain about my current situation again. It’s my own fault and I deserve it.

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JynxModerator24 Feb 2024, 5:46 pm AEDT

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Can you tell me one good reason why you deserve feeling like this @Captain24? And no, I will not accept 'I'm a bad person' or 'I am too much for others' - cos you're not, on both accounts.

I don't see you expressing your difficulties and struggles as complaining hun. Complaining is like, 'oh no my soup is too hot' or 'the traffic is really annoying me'. Talking about our struggles is healthy, and necessary.

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