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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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tymeModerator

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Such 'different' family dynamics and I'm not sure I understand @Captain24 . It's neither right nor wrong. It's just so interesting to read about your mum and dad and where you fit in the picture. Like they HAVE to be with you and leave Monday morning with you, yet they don't want to support you when you have an admission. But then they come and borrow the car whenever.

As I said, it's neither right nor wrong.. it's just very interesting to read about.

Maybe I need to do some research into family dynamics or something. I was recently told that a family, the father goes away on long meditation retreats, the wife and child stay home, then when he is home, he sleeps on the lounge...

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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@Captain24, I hope the admission is healing for you. The images of nature are so lovely. I feel like nature is so soothing and healing in itself. Maybe it’s about time I went bushwalking again, when the weather is bearable in Melbourne. Sending you lots of love hon 💖🫂

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tymeModerator

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I can barely believe those photos were taken by you @Captain24 ! They look so professional! Truly amazing like what @creative_writer said. It's so serene.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Sorry @tyme

Dinner with my brother. It was ok actually.

Sounds like you are getting my family dynamics. That’s how it all works. Every about them nothing about me. Can you see my issues? Why I am like I am? I am starting in working through it. My next psych appointment will be on this holiday!

That sounds interesting, sleeping on the couch. I guess it works for them.

My dad dropped the f bomb at me today. Mum cracked it when I got home from the beach. I can’t even explain how bad it was. It’s all out of control.

It’s not the photographer it’s the beauty of this place.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Hi @Captain24 , I hope today is a little better for you and you can go to the beach by yourself and also on the camel ride 🙂

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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sitting with you @NatureLover

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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It’s raining and miserable here. There is nothing to do here when it’s raining. We have just been to the shopping centre and got kicked out. Mums blaming me, that I have 2 dogs. Oh.. well.. whatever.

There will be no beach and no camel ride. Hopefully tomorrow is a nicer day.

As for me.. I’m not ok.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I can’t.. I just can’t

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tymeModerator

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What's happening @Captain24 ?

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