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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Bow oh woops, I didn't realise! Looked the same lol. I hope you do get to visit again soon! Little cottage escape does wonders for the brain hey.

Haha yeah takes so much work to keep em green! I have only one houseplant and sometimes can't believe it's still alive hahaha. Plenty of succulents in my garden though, I've recently re-potted some but need to keep going, they pretty much all need attention right now.

Ahaha the dead fern is haunting the bathroom! Its lil fern ghost just like 'whyyyy didn't you saaaave meeeeee' 🤣

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Jetts first ‘swim’ at the beach. @Jynx. When he goes to my favourite beach tomorrow and I see him enjoy it, it doesn’t matter what happens to me.

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Aww look at em! SO FLUFFY!!

Aww what a delight @Captain24!! I'm glad you get to visit your fav beach! What is it that makes it your fav, and sets it apart from all the others?

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It’s just beautiful @Jynx. There’s plenty of waves, it’s dog off the leash friendly and there is a lot of rocks. I just love it. I even know photos of it when my FB friends have been there.

The beach where I swim is nice but doesn’t have the rocks

Im at a bay so not all beaches have waves.

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Sounds very special @Captain24! Yeah sometimes having cool rock formations and stuff makes all the difference! Next time I'm at my fav beach I'll try to take some photos, but it's up north where my parents live.

Sometimes it's nice to have waves, and other times just floating around in a bay is exactly what's needed!! One of the beaches I used to go to all the time growing up was perfect, cos one end was 'main beach' with waves and surf and the safety flags, then the other end was protected by a little reef/rock shelf, and the bay was soooo full of life! Stingrays and wobbegongs and all sorts of little fishes.

I hope your beach day tomorrow is sublime hun! I'm off for tonight but I will catch you tomorrow. Give the doggies a squeeze from me 🫂😊💜

And also goodnight to you as well @Bow! Lovely chatting, and will see you tomorrow as well if you're about 😉💜🤗

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@Captain24 you are so right about ducking under the waves. I used to love feeling the power of them as they crash harmlessly above you. I would go swimming out past them and then floating on the ocean. OK OK I am quite envious!
Oh and the dogs! Very cute, there must be so many new things for them.

The ocean was always an escape for me, just watching the water is calming. Well I think I have said before that when I was having insomnia and bad episodes I would walk to the beach and stay there until the sun came up.

Definitely got me through some rough times, I hope it does the same for you while dealing with your family.

All the best as usual.

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I’m sitting at the beach enjoying the serenity. I have been for a swim and it was fantastic.

why can’t life be like this exact moment.

While I’m sitting here I find peace. Much needed peace and a break from my life.

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Just had an iced chocolate sitting at the marina. Oh how I wish I was on holidays on my own. But I have enjoyed the me time. So I guess it’s a positive in a negative situation and a negative life

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@Captain24 aww sounds yummy! I am so glad to hear that you are finding enjoyment and relishing in those moments alone, even if there is stress coming from your folks and stuff. Did you get out into the ocean for a swim at all today?

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