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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24, diamond art looks so good 💖

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Thanks @creative_writer

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@Captain24, you are so talented, I don’t think I could create something like that. I’m more of a writer, I keep my poems hidden in my laptop, too shy to share 🙈.

Do you have any plans for the rest of the day?

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It’s not talent @creative_writer it’s like paint by numbers with dots instead of paint.

No plans. Just trying to forget.

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@Captain24, regardless you completed it despite not feeling so good today, that is an achievement itself.

What are you trying to forget, hon?

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Trying to forget everything @creative_writer.

Im in a really dark place and I'm not ok.

Don't worry though it doesn’t matter

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Hey @Captain24 ,

What's happening? What did you get up to today?

I've been to the shops today and that's about it.

Then I was chatting to the guy who rents my house. He stopped taking his meds so he has all these thoughts and is really struggling. I had to tell him how important it is to follow what the doctor asks him to take or the delusions and paranoia will get worse... sounds so hard.

Hugs to you @Captain24 . Are you at home atm?

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@Captain24 💖🫂

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Hey @tyme

I finished off everything that I didn’t get done yesterday and finish off the diamond art for mum.

Oh he was doing so well. I hope he can manage to get himself back on track. I do consider going of mine too.

Good you got to the shops.

Yeah I’m at home. We leave tomorrow morning. Hopefully my happy place will help. But at the moment I just can’t see it. I can’t see anything. There is no hope. There is no future. There is nothing. I don’t want a life. I don’t want to continue. I have nothing. I am nothing. I just want to give up.

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That's a tough train of thought to sit with @Captain24 .

I hope things are better for you when you go away. Please take care and have some time out when enough is enough....

I'm not sure if your parents have 3 hours to talk at you like my mum lol.

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