I can’t cope

I have definitely inherited some bad traits from my parents, well on a genetic level I am almost certain my dad has undiagnosed bipolar. Your mum really sounds unhelpful though. But anyway...

Plans on Saturday night hahaha. Ahhh I don't do anything @Captain24 , just watching some soccer and probably off to bed before it is over 😅

Tomorrow I am going to a bipolar support group for the first time, no idea what to expect

I think my mum has depression as well as being a narcissist. Dad has anxiety and I also think my brother has bipolar and narcissistic traits @Acanthiza

Bipolar support group sounds interesting. It’ll be good to be around people that understand. Hopefully!

I decided I really needed to go to bed early. The thoughts were plaguing my mind. At least I held them at bay for most of today.

I’ve got the air con going but my sunburn is radiating heat! I guess it’s pretty bad.

There’s a mild storm outside and listening to the rain on the tin roof is really calming. I’m just focusing on that. Hopefully I will drift off to sleep. I forgot to take my meds earlier so they aren’t going to help me sleep for a while.

It’s been pretty quiet tonight.

I don’t even know why I’m writing this, there is no purpose.

Oh well… goodnight everyone

Good night @Captain24 and thank you for sharing your thoughts on the Forums with the community. Take care RiverSeal

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@tyme wrote:

For me, I prefer reading than watching things. I think I just don't like the sound that comes from TV.

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@tyme I'm also a huge reader. I always prefer to get my information from the written word rather than a video. Plus the noise of the TV disturbs me, like you said. So there is a point of similarity!

@Captain24 Am so pleased you've found a solution for someone to look after your dogs 👍

That is plain mean of your mother to use the word 'nut case'.

Good luck with your hydration, and with your trip away...

It’s a relief to know that it’s sorted @NatureLover.

Mum is just plain nasty and think it’s funny. My brother is the same so when we have dinner one night with them they will both start on me.

Im packed and ready. The only thing I have to do is iron my work clothes when they dry and put the dogs stuff in the car. But that’s a morning job.

Now is time for me. I’m doing my diamond are and intend on having it finished today. I’ll take a photo when it’s done.

You always listen to my troubles but how are you? Feel free to share