I can’t cope

Peace and quiet without the kids! @tyme.

Yeah.. I haven’t stopped. It’s good though it’s keeping my mind occupied. The only reason I can do it is that I have to and have a deadline. I am pretty proud though.

Staying hydrated is an issue. I can’t say too much but it’s showing up in bloods. I need to somehow change it.

If I get enough done I will sleep but if I don’t I’ll be stressing. I hate being this disorganised before going away! I’ve usually got my bag packed by now.

Have you been going because you had so much on or were you just on the go? Either way it’s good that you have settled. It makes for a better weekend.

Any plans for tonight or tomorrow?

It seems to be getting hot now. I might get in the pool tonight or tomorrow after I hop off. @Captain24

I've just been on the go trying to get things done. I feel settled and accomplished today. I can't pinpoint what I've done as I've only been here online, but I feel accomplished inside lol

I'm hopping off soon, but I'll catch you tomorrow. Please take care.

@tymemy home is very nice, right in the bush. I have a couple of inside cats rumbling right now and a storm is rolling in. I live with my mum but sleep in a shed (lol). She has sold the house though so the future is very uncertain which is definitely affecting me 🥲

I hope you get some stability back into your life in terms of housing. @Acanthiza Your place sounds so nice even if you have to sleep in the shed. I assume you have a bed? lol

yes I have a bed @tyme , we aren't all as tough as you lol. It is a nice shed and I choose to stay there to have at least a little bit of space. No indoor plumbing tho...

@Captain24 it is a bummer that you won't be able to drive around, I guess it makes sense though that they make you hand in your keys. Hopefully there is plenty of interesting stuff near the hospital.

Jumping in the pool sounds good @tyme. It’s not overly hot here but I’m definitely badly sunburnt!

It’s good to feel accomplished it can lift your spirits.

See you tomorrow

I’m hoping so @Acanthiza.

I told mum that I had to hand my keys in and that was only allowed certain leave. Her response was ‘so it’s a nut house then’ She also asked if I’d taken annual leave or sick leave. Then she decided that I didn’t want work to know that they have a ‘nut case’. She is so nasty. She thinks it’s ok to say that shit.

She then complained that I could take all this time off for me but I wouldn’t for dad when he was having his cancer treatment. I’m now glad I didn’t.

I think I have the dogs sorted. I have a young girl and her boyfriend for just over 2 weeks and then Mum and Dad are ok to do the rest.

As for going away on Monday. I have now packed and it’s all in the car!

Most of my jobs are done but I have nothing else left to give. I have done so much though and I’m exhausted. I should get everything else done by lunchtime tomorrow and then I can just chill.

That sounds horrible @Captain24 , I'm glad you are taking steps to look after yourself in spite of your mum. What a lack of empathy. I'm glad you have your dogs sorted as well.

Good on you for getting everything sorted out! Can't be easy with everything going on, hoping you get a really good rest afterward

Hey @Acanthiza

Mum doesn’t make it easy. Just when I think she can’t be any more horrible she keeps getting worse. Any wonder I’m so f@cked up..

It’s been pretty hard but all the hard stuff is done, like mating, washing the car and bathing the dogs. I’m exhausted. It’ll be an early night here.

How are you going? Any plans for a Saturday night?