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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
The worst part about mornings.. there is a whole day in front of you that you have to fight your way through. It all starts again.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I managed to take to dogs to the markets today. I guess that’s an achievement for the day.
Now to fight my way through the rest of it.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Am I not good enough
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I also often dread starting my day @Captain24. You often have few seconds of peace before it sinks in 😞. Going to the markets with your dogs is an achievement, it may sound like a small thing, but it is much bigger than you realise. Depression makes everything harder, even getting out of bed is like you’re moving mountains. You are good enough, Hon. Sitting with you 💖🫂
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Thanks @creative_writer
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
@Captain24, do you have plans for the rest of the day? What kind things can you do for yourself today? You deserve every bit of love and self care 🥰
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