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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Brut was terrible. Everyone thought he was beautiful. He had hair to the ground and was black. This diamond art doesn’t really show it but he was a really beautiful dog. But he had a major attitude problem that he got from his father. People would come up to pat him and if they got within 2 metres of him he would attack and not pretend, it was full on! @MissGremlin

My dogs scare them too. They try to get through the screen door! I did put a strong mess in my screen doors because I didn’t think the regular stuff would hold!

Im so tired!! I’ll do diamond art for another hour and sort something out for dinner. Just over 2 hours until I can go to bed and make sure I get up when my alarm goes off and not turn it off!

What’s on your agenda tomorrow?

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@Captain24 unfortunately some dogs are just like it, but it doesn't change the fact that he was a beautiful dog. My last girl that I had to hand back to the breeder had an aggressive streak in her and I couldn't trust her with the other here, she was also full on to the point where she wouldn't sleep and had anxiety. She was not the right fit for me, but I tried to do everything before I gave up to try to change her and see if I could make it work. But even the bond just wasn't there with her.

They act big and tough when people come to the door. I mean I'm not surprised posties and the like are scared so much given how many are actually attacked by dogs.

Oh the countdown is on to bedtime. You've done really well to get through the day sweet without having a nap. I'm hoping you'll be able to sleep through the night.

I'm honestly not even sure what will be happening tomorrow yet. Will just have to see how it goes in the morning.

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