I can’t cope

It’s pretty rough right now

@Captain24 💗🤗, sitting with you. Sending you lots of love and hugs

Hi @Captain24 🙂

I am sorry to hear that it's rough right now. Is there anything we can do to support you through this?

Sitting with you 💜

@Captain24 im sorry you are going through all of this. Maybe an admission is needed for that long. I went in today. It hurts but i know its for the best.

Sitting with you 💗

I don’t know @lavenderhaze. I can’t keep doing this. I just don’t want to do it anymore. I was honest with my Pdoc yesterday. She said it’s lucky I have the dogs.

It’s so hard @Snowie. I don’t really know how much longer I can do it for.

I didn’t really have a choice about the length of the admission. They didn’t even ask about work, whether I could take the time off.

I’ve got work next week, then we are on holidays the following week, I’ll go in at the end of the next week. If they have a bed. I don’t know what happens if they don’t. That scares me even more.

I hope it goes ok for you. I hope you get out of it what you need. Is it private?

If you don't know how much longer you can do it for @Captain24 then that's a good sign you need that extra help.

The question is that can you afford to wait? We are talking about your life here.

Yes it is private. It's only a mh hospital.

I know this is a really hard time for you, @Captain24, and you have shown immense courage by being honest about where you are at.

I realise that a lot of stuff is happening, and it might seem like some things are not in your control - I know that it can be difficult to deal with so much.

You have come so far and been so brave through it all 💜

I think I really do need help @Snowie.

I have to wait, it just doesn’t work any other way. But to be honest.. if I don’t make it then I don’t really care either.

The one I’m going to is stand alone as well. I guess that’s good as everyone working there is MH trained.

Anyway. You have enough going on, you don’t need my shit.

Will your family be able to visit? Mines 4+ hrs away, so no visitors for me! 😜

If you do have to wait @Captain24 then are there more supports that can be put in place?

Family can visit. It's about an hour away. Both kids working on weekend however so won't see them.

I'm happy to listen hon 💕