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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor02 Feb 2024, 6:29 am AEDT

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Hi @Captain24 , I can hear that everything's too hard 😢

I'm sorry you didn't get to see your CM yesterday. I hope you can email your CM and/or pdoc and tell them how bad things are. I'm scared for you.

I was glad though to hear your neck pain isn't as bad when you're at home.

I think you have day shift today? I hope it goes OK...

Oh - and thanks for asking about my supports. I have my psychologist who I see monthly. Plus a psychiatrist who I see 3-monthly, just for 5-15 minutes to review my meds, so that's not really a support. But my psychologist fitted me in for an extra session on Wednesday so that was good.

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SnowieSenior Contributor02 Feb 2024, 9:18 am AEDT

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Sending lots of love @Captain24 hoping today is a little better for you 💕💕

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Captain24Senior Contributor02 Feb 2024, 8:07 pm AEDT

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I’m scared… I’m about to ask mum if she will look after the dogs for 3 weeks when we get back from holidays.

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Captain24Senior Contributor02 Feb 2024, 8:18 pm AEDT

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I can’t go. They said no

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AcanthizaSenior Contributor02 Feb 2024, 8:19 pm AEDT

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@Captain24are you OK? Did you manage to talk to some of your supports?

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tymeModerator02 Feb 2024, 8:46 pm AEDT

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Hey @Acanthiza @Captain24 ,

How are you both?

@Captain24 , I wonder if there's more to the 'no' that they put on?

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AcanthizaSenior Contributor02 Feb 2024, 8:54 pm AEDT

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I am fine thankyou @tyme my medication seems to be working, at least for now, which is an odd experience. Been thinking about a lot of things though, will probably post about them at some point when I am full of energy. What about you? How are things? I would like to hear from @Captain24 as well if they are up for it.

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tymeModerator02 Feb 2024, 9:19 pm AEDT

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Been quite busy tonight @Acanthiza . But it's been good. Things are going pretty well. I cleaned the pool today so it'll be ready for Sunday when it's supposed to be really hot. So I'm happy for that. I've been putting it off for so long.

I'll take a photo when I'm able to - when it's day time I mean lol.

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BowSenior Contributor03 Feb 2024, 8:43 am AEDT

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Hey @Captain24 wondering how you are doing today? Was the No from your mum in regards to looking after the dogs when you have your admission?
hope today is an ok day

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SnowieSenior Contributor03 Feb 2024, 9:08 am AEDT

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Wishing you a great day today @Captain24

sending lots of love 💌💌

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