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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I think places like that make you realise just how 'new' our country really is.

Are there any other places you have dreamed of going to?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’d like to go back to Ireland and spend some more time there and I’d love to go to England. @Snowie. I was never interested until the Spain trip. I would also like to go to Tupelo Mississippi and Graceland.

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JynxModerator

Re: I can’t cope

@Captain24 I can really hear how much you are feeling that weight of hopelessness. How much have you spoken to your team about how you're feeling?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m in a really bad way @Jynx and I do think I’m in a whole world of trouble.


My CM knows most of it but not in full detail. I was suppose to see her yesterday but she was sick.

She does need to know how bad it has gotten. Maybe I could email her, it’s easier to type it. I see the Pdoc on Thursday so I’ll be open and honest with her and my CM then.

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JynxModerator

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Good on you @Captain24 it's really tough to be open and vulnerable, but also important to do so when things are this bad. I think writing an email is a really good idea. Definitely easier to write, for me as well.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I cant seem to express it correctly verbally @Jynx. I’ve mostly held back a little with my Pdoc, which is silly as she is amazing and would be very understanding. But I think this time my CM will step in, especially if I can articulate it well enough in my email. They usually have a meeting before hand anyway so I guess she will know before I get there.

Can I ask what was the kicker for you to realise the extreme situation I am struggling with? It’s ok if you can’t answer.

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JynxModerator

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@Captain24 wrote:

Can I ask what was the kicker for you to realise the extreme situation I am struggling with? It’s ok if you can’t answer.

I'm not quite sure what you mean by this hun, like how do I know how badly you're struggling right now? Cos you've expressed that pretty openly on the forums.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Anyone wanna chat?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Cancel that. Everyone is too busy plus I’m actually tired so hopefully I can go to sleep. Goodnight

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tymeModerator

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Awwww @Captain24 . Sorry I missed your msg earlier. Hopefully tomorrow?

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