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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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tymeModerator

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Nice chatting @Acanthiza ! Happy travels, sweet dreams in la la land!

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Good night @Acanthiza. Thanks for the chat.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Maybe I’m just too soft! @tyme. Hence the whole no camping thing either! The only way I’d sleep on the floor is if it was in a mattress. My younger years I have on occasion but had many bruises!

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tymeModerator

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I don't know why I love the floor so much. @Captain24 .

However, when camping, I sleep on a mattress lol!!!

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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That’s hilarious @tyme.
I guess when camping though, the ground is uneven. Which is different.

Maybe I could try sleeping on the floor tonight? It might help with some of the pain. Refocus it into something else.

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tymeModerator

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You need to sleep on a shakti mat lol! THEN you will refocus the pain!!! @Captain24

Anyway, I'm wrapping up now and going to go finish some unfinished business lol. I'll chat tomorrow?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Thank you @tyme. Yeah see you tomorrow.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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So I lasted an hour and a half in the floor. I just couldn’t do it. I don’t think I’ve appreciated my bed more!

I’m lying in it wide awake though. I just can’t seem to get to sleep. It doesn’t matter how early I take my meds. Nothing is working. I need to be able to get to sleep. It’s really not doing my mental health any good.

Nothing is working to distract me from myself either. I tried a few things today.

I feel like I have gone completely insane. I have totally lost my mind.

This can’t be good.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Snowie wrote:

@NatureLover I think she just wants a gage of what I do with my time during the day. I know I spend too much time deep into my thoughts.

So do I, @Snowie . I still wouldn't like to have to report on my daily activities. I spend a lot of time lying down trying to cope with life. Most people wouldn't understand.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 I can see how much good chatting does for you...I'm sorry I'm not around more to do that.

Did you manage to get to sleep? How is your neck pain today?

I had no idea you were in your 40s! I thought you were much younger! 😄

I really hope your CM can fit you in today... 🤞

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