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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Don’t really believe that@Jynx.. I ave such a hard time seeing it. I guess being told you are unwanted and not good enough from an early age has side effects.

Sorry…

I think I have run out of fight.

Maybe I’ll just give in

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@Captain24 it certainly would have pretty awful side effects hun.

I'm gonne flick you an email okay?

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It doesn’t matter @Jynx . You have more important people to worry about.

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Too late @Captain24 and besides, no one is more important than anyone else. Right now, you're most important because you're most in need.

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They’ve taken me away.

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I’m so scared. My CM is going to be so disappointed in me. I don’t even know if I’ll be out for her appointment or still in here.

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I have to have a Telehealth appointment with a psych nurse before they will even consider letting me out.

Im so alone

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Still nothing. I’m left sitting here is a room in my own. I’m so so tired

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Oh gosh, @Captain24 ...it sounds like you're in hospital? Maybe in the ED?

I want to say, a huge Well Done for writing out exactly how you've been feeling for your CM. That is so needed, and I hope you do give it to her, or to someone, as you're risking your life if you don't 💔

Please let us know how you go in hospital... Sending hugs 💙

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Wherever you are I hope that you are safe hon. Sometimes we need that extra support and that is ok. Sending lots of love and strength to you 💗💗

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