I can’t cope

I don't know how you do it @Shaz51 . I can barely cope with the humidity of Syd... lol.. maybe I'm just a 21st century princess whinger.

different heats affect different people @tyme , @Captain24

humidity up her can get up to 85% but i was born here , but ok with aircons and i was going to say creeks and rivers but there are too many crocodiles now

one swimming hole left and there were hundreds of people in the water

I dont like the dry heat of the outback -- zaps all your energy

You can tell I’m really not well when I’m not fighting within myself @tyme. I just don’t have it in me, it’s like I just don’t care, so I know that I just have to be gentle. See I have been listening!!

Your place sounds amazing. All the wildlife and country feel with the beach close by. Sounds perfect to me. I guess you would re-acclimatise! But if Melbourne is your happy place then that’s where you should be.

Tell your niece she has to sleep in another room! 😜. That’ll soon make her apologise 😂

I bath them every week to 10 days. Basically every lot of days off. Jett is easy it takes 5 mins to bath him. Pixie takes about 30 mins.

Jett is a handful. He is just not getting the whole toilet training thing. He loves Pix and has to lay on her all the time. There is 3 different bones in the floor but they both have to fight over the same one! It’s just like kids!

A monsoon sounds hectic @Shaz51. The other night I had no rain at my house but 15 mins away had a massive storm and flooded! Weather is so strange

I've already told my niece that I'M sleeping in another room! I know she'll whinge though. When we go away, all the cousins can sleep together to hopefully I'll have my own room in that huge house my BIL booked.

Sometimes, we sorta just 'give in' because we are too tired to fight... maybe that's a good things for now? It helps to have balance I guess.

You bathe the dogs a lot! Why does Pix take so much longer to clean?

As for them being so attached to each other, it's very cute. Yes, sounds just like kids. They have to fight over the ONE thing!

I hope you don't get anymore flooding... it's scary.

You’ll give in and let her sleep with you! @tyme. You’re to soft to not.. I mean that in a good way

I do hope you get a room to yourself. Especially after all the time you have had to share with the in-laws being around. You deserve some space.

Pixie is a lot bigger. Jett fits in my hand! It’s just what we have always done with our dogs. Plus Pix sleeps on my bed so I want her clean.

Pix gets this look of disgust when Jett has to lay with her. It’s priceless!

It was just a freak storm. We do get a few freak ones this time of year. Quite a few years ago a mini cyclone went through and uprooted so many trees and damage so many houses. But it just went through one part of town. People were questioning why there was no power as they had no idea the storm went through. It’s only a small town.

Lol. I didn't realise that Pix was so much bigger than Jett! So do both dog sleep with you, or only Pix? I hope Jett gets the idea of toilet training soon lol.

I'm hopping off soon, but I just wanted to say well done on taking those little steps today. Please take care and I'll catchya tomorrow evening 🙂

You are doing very well @Captain24 . Yes, it's hard, but there's not victory without a fight 🙂

We are with you the entire way.

Nah.. only Pix @tyme its her special time without Jett.

Thank you so much for today. I really appreciate your guidance and support.

I hope you enjoy you just you time now you are logging off.

Talk tomorrow

I finally had a shower and washed my hair. I no longer smell like a truckie on a 5 day trip in 40 degree heat with no air con.

But that has left me with nothing. I’ve tried diamond art, I’ve tried Lego. I just have nothing. Even typing this is hard.

There is just no end in sight. I know I have to accept it for what it is and not put any pressure on myself. I have been really gentle with myself and allowing myself to just be. But it’s hard.

The thoughts I have are really strong and keep getting stronger.

Well done for having a shower and washing your hair @Captain24 😊👍

@Jynx is here for us now

Here with you @Captain24. Anything I can do to support you tonight?