I can’t cope

I don’t belong here right now @RiverSeal. I don’t belong anywhere anymore. It’s best if I disappear altogether

What has gotten you through when you have felt like this in the past @Captain24? I get that it's tough and I have experienced it myself too. RiverSeal

Hey @Captain24 ,

I’m here if you’re up for a chat. No pressure.

Thinking of you.

I don’t know. @tyme I don’t want to waste your time. Also you said there isn’t much more you could do

You are not wasting our time, nor mine @Captain24 . In terms of there isn’t much more we can do, I mean clinically because we are not a clinical service. However, this doesn’t stop us from providing peer support.

I am working on a proposal which I’ll keep you updated with. Also, this week, I’ll be having another meeting to see the progress for our new chat function which I think you’ll find helpful. So things are moving.

I appreciate your patience.

I feel like I am as I’m just not getting any better @tyme

I think I have come up with a time that suits everyone for me to be admitted. I just haven’t told mum yet. I’m waiting for my CM to come back to see if she can help me with it.

I’ll be waiting but I don’t think much can help

@Captain24 ,

We will support you every step of the way no matter what you choose.

@Captain24 , you have a lot going for you. Perhaps an admission will be a circuit breaker for you. It may not 'fix' things immediately, but it'll give you a break from you. That's what I found most helpful from an admission. The stress on my emotional/cognitive load was reduced significantly.

I believe in you. Whatever you choose, we will be here.

😭

I'm not saying it will be easy, but I recognise you are doing what you can and that's what matters.

I am very proud of you @Captain24 . Your resilience is a powerful inspiration. No one chooses to have a mental health condition.

I’m a mess