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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hello! @Captain24 @NatureLover @Bow and anyone else around

How are you all today? 🙂

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Hi @amber22. I don’t know if your still around.

I’ve not long gotten home from work.

Hi @tyme

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Hey @Captain24 how was your day?

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Hey @Bow

My day was really long! In a 12.5 hr shift I was allowed to drive the truck for 2 hrs. Other than that I just sat around and did absolutely nothing. We aren’t even allowed our phones.

How was your day?

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Hey @Captain24 ,

How are you? Hope you're okay.

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Heya @tyme..


Im doing ok. Not great but a lot better than I was!

How are you going?

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I had a sleep in - at last ! @Captain24

The kids were up early so I snuck into my nephew's room to sleep so no one could find me. I've been so exhausted. The kids are taking turns to be sick, so I've been up when they are.

I'm glad you are feeling ok. A bit of routine helps. I hope you continue to look after yourself.

How come you are only 'allowed' to drive the truck for 2 hours?

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You’ll be glad to get your bed back and go home @tyme. I’m glad you got to sleep in though. Of one in-law has gone home is the other one following? You must be going to your parents soon? Do you get your own bed and room there?

It sucks when they are sick and because you are there they want you.

I haven’t really been looking after myself in certain aspects but I have been taking everything correctly and I’ve also started on the non smoking meds.

Im still on light duties with my neck. The last half an hour hurt. It sent pain down my arm and sent my hand numb. I think there is more going on. But I don’t want scans as I’ve never reported that I have previous budging discs in my neck.

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Ouch @Captain24 . That's no good. Please take care. You have one neck and one back.

I've been having back pain on this bed i'm sleeping on, but I did some back exercises and it's so much better - thank God. The other day, someone said to me, "You're walking crooked!".... then I knew it was serious. Walking was painful. So I can imagine what having bulging discs would be like. Just be very careful and don't overdo it, will you? Does oesteo help?

How's Pix by the way? walking around much?

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I have 2 separate lots in my lower back too @tyme.

At least you could do exercises. Do you see a Chiro or anything?

I have a Chiro and work is sending me to a physio. Surely one of them can fix it. I am kinda hoping I can get out of nightshifts this block too! Sitting around for 10.5hrs at night is way too hard.

Pixie is doing quite well. She is letting us know when she has had enough walking. However, apparently her and Keiko were running around the back yard at mums chasing the rabbits! Poor little Jett was chasing after the 2 girls.

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