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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I used to see a physio but it was useless. Just had a few exercises and traction. I believe myotherapy may be good, but at the moment, I don't see chiro or myo. @Captain24 . I was seriously considering going yesterday because my back has just been so bad. Christmas though which means everyone is shut unless it's an emergency - which it's not..

Out of the 3 dogs, who is the dominant? Then out of the two, who's the dominant? I'm interested to know the hierarchy.

And yes, being able to choose your shifts would be great. It would help with meds as well.

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@Captain24 wrote:

My day was really long! In a 12.5 hr shift I was allowed to drive the truck for 2 hrs. Other than that I just sat around and did absolutely nothing. We aren’t even allowed our phones.


That's awful, @Captain24 ! So boring!

I hope today is a good / OK day for you...

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I am bored shitless…. 30 mins until I can hop in a truck for an hour.

I have to do the three nightshifts. They are going to be really long and really hard with sitting around so much.

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Yeah @NatureLover another boring day. Now I’ve got 3 nights of it.

In answer to your question last night @tyme. The dominance is in age order so Pix, then Keiko, then poor little Jett. As Keiko and Jett get older it may change. Keiko is 10 months and Jett is 10 weeks.

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Oh, can dominance change over time? @Captain24

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I’m not sure. Pix will always be the most dominant @tyme . Just not sure with the other 2 as they develop their personalities. Jett is going to be a little shit though!

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Why do you say that about Jett @Captain24 ?

Does he have a bit of a personality and attitude?

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Yes he does @tyme. He has a very cheeky persona. Example. I just went to put him to bed and he knew it, so he did zoomies around the bed so I couldn’t catch him.

You can tell him ‘no’ and he looks at you and keeps going. It’s the cutest when he grabs something he knows he shouldn’t and then runs out of reach, stands there and looks at you all pleased with himself!

I think he is going to be a really sweet little boy though.

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How how cheeky @Captain24 ! I can imagine how adorable he must be! I am imagining him doing zoomies in my head. I hope they don't chew your lego!

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So far they have been ok with the Lego @tyme. They sit with me when I’m doing it. It’s a bit cute. They both love being with me it’s just a shame Pix doesn’t feel the same way about him. I’m hoping she will eventually.

They were walking down the hall and Jett came up beside Pix and she pushed him into the wall! I had to try and not laugh. But if Keiko is being too rough with him, Pix will step in.

Thank you for tonight but things are starting to happen and the best thing is to go to bed.

Have a good night.

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