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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

You get use to it @NatureLover but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.

Do you do anything for Christmas?

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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I don't do Christmas any more, @Captain24 . Too many toxic family Christmases. Instead I volunteer at my volunteer job on Christmas Eve, and then volunteer on the forums here on Christmas Day in case anyone is distressed. I no longer have the stress, dread and hurt of Christmas to deal with.

How are you feeling this morning?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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That’s a shame @NatureLover. Christmas brings out the worst in some people. Especially families when they all drink. None of us drink so that’s a good thing.

It’s so nice of you to volunteer. I have a great respect for those that do, even more so at Christmas.

Im feeling really overwhelmed with everything I have to do but I’m going into it with a positive attitude. I managed to do so much yesterday, I can do it today. My aim is to have everything done by lunch time or a bit after. That way I can just chill.

My biggest fear about tomorrow is the food. People will be watching at how much I eat so I can’t get away with anything.

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BowSenior Contributor

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Stopping by with some love and hugs for you today @Captain24 hope tomorrow goes ok for you 💕

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Good afternoon hon @Captain24

Wishing you a good day today

Sending love 💗💗

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Everything on my list is done except for outside but I have to wait for it to stop raining! Oh and having a shower and washing my hair. But I really don’t care how I look tomorrow. They get me how I am.

Im really exhausted and I think I’ll go and have a nap. I’m feeling lethargic and lightheaded and pretty down.

Mum has decided to go to mass at 7:30 in the morning so I’m going to have to get up earlier than I have been.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Well done for getting through your list @Captain24

I've still got to have a shower and wash my hair too. Last thing to do.

A nap sounds good. I hope it helps.

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BowSenior Contributor

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Oh @Captain24 good on you for getting every Done! I need to shower and wash my hair too…. But don’t really care either.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I hate myself so so much right now. Words can’t even describe it. I’m such a bad person.

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tymeModerator

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Hey @Captain24 ,

Do you have to go to your parents today? Or are they coming to yours?

I'm sorry to hear these thoughts you are having. They must be so hard to sit with.

Are your babies of any comfort to you?

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