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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m such a loser. Just a waste of space

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m going. I’m sorry.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I want to apologise for my distressed posts last night.

Im still extremely distressed and have gone a long way backwards. Am I safe? Im not really sure. But my team is available today if I need them. It’s surprising that one comment on weight can turn things so badly.

Maybe I do have more of a problem with an ED than I thought. So many things are aligning that I am starting to think my team is right. I just can’t admit it to myself.

Im mentally really unwell and I think I’m becoming unwell medically as well.

Once again… sorry.

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hanamiSenior Contributor

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It can be hard to admit @Captain24 . What your Aunty said was understandably very hurtful. When you have body issues, these kind of comments are so detrimental. I'm sure all of those sort of comments are embedded deep in you brain. I know they are for me. I can remember as clear as day stuff my parents said to me as a chubby kid. Still haunts me.


Take care and do reach out to your team today if you need them

x

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BowSenior Contributor

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Hey @Captain24 just wanted to stop by and let ya know that I am thinking of you. I’m really sorry that your aunt felt she had the right to make comments about your body. I wish more people knew that they do not have that right. It can have such deep repercussions, especially to those in the ED community.

I really hope that you can reach out to your team today. Do they know at all how difficult things are for you at the moment? I think it would be a good idea just flag it with them perhaps.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Sending hugs @Captain24 💗💗

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I have contacted my CM. I did tell her how distressed I am and she also asked if I’d been eating and drinking water. I told her I couldn’t answer that. She also asked if I was safe and I told her I wasn’t sure. I think I am but 100% don’t feel it. We have an appointment tomorrow morning as she was too busy today because today is the day the Pdoc is at the hospital. I do understand that she only comes once a week.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Just because things aren’t bad enough… I just went on Facebook and a friend suggestion came up.. it was the perpetrator of a trauma incident. Now my SA has raised its ugly head aswell.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m so stupid… I am going back to bed before it all gets worse.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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I'm sorry you are feeling that way @Captain24

Sometimes the safety of bed is what we need, nothing wrong with that.

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