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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

Bed didn’t help. I couldn’t sleep. I did it again as soon as I got up. Why am I just so stupid. Why do I do this. Why so much hate.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m not ok.

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tymeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

What do you think will help at this time? @Captain24

I'm sorry it is so so hard at the moment.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I really really don’t know @tyme. It’s just all too much.

You must be so sick of me. I am

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tymeModerator

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Nah, I'm not sick of you. Did I say I was? @Captain24 🙂

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’d be sick if me if I was you @tyme. I just keep going around in the same loop. I thought I was starting to get through it but I’m back there again. Fighting myself constantly. Fighting with myself to not give in. I want to so badly.

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tymeModerator

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @Captain24 ,

There is something driving this, and only you know what it is.

It sounds like this time, it may be situational where there has been a trigger?

Are you able to contact a psychiatric triage number for support?

Sitting with you.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I wish I knew what it was @tyme. what

my auntie said just pushed me backwards. So I don’t think it’s that. I did make an appointment to see my CM tomorrow but she must be sick of me too. In this constant self destructive loop. I have tried to see what set me off but I just can’t find it. The self destruction is just getting worse.

I should be excited as I’m getting my Christmas present to myself tomorrow. Stay tuned for that!

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tymeModerator

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Lego? A new dog? I'll be waiting to hear @Captain24 .

Anyway, I'm hopping offline now. I'll wait to hear from you tomorrow 🙂

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Always nice when we can give a present to ourselves.

Looking forward to what it is.

💕💕

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