I can’t cope

Nah had all my wisdom teeth removed @Captain24 years ago.
I tend to chew on the inside of my lip when I’m anxious. Bad habit now. Thinking whether it’s built up tension from that. Just taken some anti inflammatory to see if that helps.

yeah she comes home ok. Full of energy though. And she has to give all the animals a hard time! She’s only there for 9hrs but she stinks of him!! He doesn’t smoke or anything, it’s just him.

No plans for tomorrow @Captain24 just more guitar practice and some housework which is never ending. RiverSeal

I love anti inflammatories. They are great for most things. Oh I don’t mean too much! Pix has anti inflammatories and they work wonders! Plus she can have baby pain relief!

As much as you don’t like him at least she comes home ok. Maybe chuck her straight into the bath or shower to rid her of him.

I read you are going to church tomorrow. It sounds like D will have a great time.

Anything else planned?

It must be so nice to have a new interest @RiverSeal.

Oh the housework!! Im always seem to have so much and it’s only me and Pix! I have to do it all tomorrow plus bath her as I like to come home to a spotless house after going away.

I am looking forward to being in the coast though. It’s not going to be overly warm but there is plenty of waterfront walks and Pix love running in it. I will be going for a swim each day though. I’ll just have to go back to the house and have a hot shower!

Do you live near the water?

I live near a river and a big park and I love that because I like to walk and I have plenty of options and lovely bush scenery @Captain24 I prefer bush and rivers to the coast because I grew up in the outback and don't have the ocean in my blood. RiverSeal 🙂

Yeah hopefully these anti inflammatories help @Captain24

Yep hopefully off to church tomorrow. I haven’t been in months. I’m not really looking forward to it though. Everyone asking how you are and stuff…. Prying.

After church we will head to the big shopping centre over that side of town so d can spend her birthday money. And then home to clean and tidy cause mum gets home early Monday morning!

It sound like here @RiverSeal we have a river and a gorgeous park and a borderline outback. Telstra doesn’t come out here as they class is as outback. There is plenty of nature walk around here but I don’t go anywhere near them in summer. Too many browns.

Every where you look you can see mountains the view from my front door is pretty cool.

I grew up here but I have water in my blood. I love it.

It does get really annoying when people have to ask @Bow. I have a cousin that asks me all the time and feels patronising. So now I’ve just started telling her that I’m doing really well.

D should love that!! Sometimes the best gift is money so they can get what the want.

Are you looking forward to your mum getting home? Have you enjoyed be able to have just you and D time?

I use to love my church @Captain24 it was my extended family. But there was a change in leadership and things have changed. I can go months without going and I hear from no one. Then when I do go everyone wants to know how I’ve been. Why would I tell them when they don’t really care??? it’s really hurt me.

She was so excited to get money! And she’s already picked out of the Kmart what she wants to buy.

it’s been nice just me and my daughter. And we have survived! I can do it! But yeah looking forward to mum coming home.

Im so sorry it has changed @Bow and that they have hurt you. I don’t really know what it’s like to go to a fellowship church. I’ve only been once and then to a funeral at one.

My church doesn’t have any of that. You just go to church and then go home. Everything is the same other than the readings and the sermon. Oh and they always have different hymns.

I love how she knows she wants already!

See you can do it when you need to. I am so proud of what you have achieved. It hasn’t always been easy for you but you should acknowledge that you have done it.

Im sure you both will be happy to see your mum in the morning. Did you get the house cleaned?